Tears and rain

quiz

2006-05-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

Elections

2006-04-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

Since the birth of a nation
Came individuals of races
Bringing various different faces
Forth to a new phase

[LiN2o13// Singapore a nation?]
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hey everyones!!! back to blog again.. i jus finished doing chem, 3/4 of math, chinese compo.. had to even call liu fang to ask her if mus do.. LOL.. so funny.. ahaha.. but i tink she nt bad to wo la.. still tell wo hao hao do.. LOL.. thanks ar.. ahaha.. okok.. this blog entry shall keep up wid times.. and i shall blog on the recent elections, supposingly this would help my gp too!! LOL..

OKay.. firstly, this is like a huge freaking saga between the oppositions and the PAP.. PAP never ever was challenged like this since the 1980s.. till now 2006!! i am quite surprised actually.. i was maybe too young during the 5 yr ago election.. LOL..hmmm.. but now i am like 17 i guess it is time i take my country into consideration in my small small world of mine..

okay, first point is that i am a very neutral party, i dun take side but go and speak wid my own instinct.. so i hope no one would b offended if they ever read my blog entry.. ahaha.. hmmm okay here goes.. i have seen the news.. and found that politics is a very dirty game played by even dirtier people.. here u see ppl bragging on how can they help us and why should we vote for them.. all the incentives and all sorts come out.. oppositions use the NKF matter to subdue the PAP, but PAP now took the opportunity of Gomez who didn't pass up his form.. okay NKF issue is a big ting.. i agree it would be a gd point to put it out to the public.. BUT.. not handing up a form?! PAP, you're great, you're a power.. but why do you all feast on this?? people make mistakes and in this case tis is a very very minor thing.. to us.. citizens, do you tink we care abt such a small fry thing?? and the PM and Ho ching had to review the tape together.. to view if it was how he claimed it to be..

AIYA.. he already apologized.. so why rub salt in wound?? and u are all already so great with the PM, SM, MM all behind u all.. why scared and need to use theseeee kinda small fry thingy to bitch abt the opposition?? it is like presenting us a very feeble attempt.. with all due respect, i dun tink it is very gallant of PAP.. but it is certianly causing quite a number of chaos..

and SM had to go to potong pasir to help his fellow member abt the polling thing.. and SM had said, "he cant upgrade the flat as he do not have enough money" sorta.. and aso, "i checked his last yr's surplus and it was at negative" sorta again.. aiya.. u all pay him so little how to have money? hmmm.. and chiam see tong is quite a gd man.. he visits every funeral in potong pasir.. and most probably everyone will vote for him as he is a very gd man.. it is around 95%.. hmmm..

mah bao tan met with the opposition at market.. wah laos.. both parties so hostile la!?!?!?! ahahah.. can see lor.. all so poser in front of the camera.. buay tahan.. LOL.. still act diplomatic when u can see all of them suaning each other.. FIERCe la! ahaha.. watching it is definitely very exciting.. but i do agree with the opposition on mps popping out oni once every 5 yrs.. hais.. cant mps be more consistent? ur citizen's welfare is ur concern..

and the pay of the government is UNBELIEVABILY HIGH.. OMGGGG.. ahahah.. i was like wtf?!?!?! wen i read the newspapers today.. ahahah.. 100 over k per month?!!? and a few times more than the most powerful man in the world!?!?! they earn more than the US presidient god damn it?!! ahahah.. wth!? and if this is a false accusation, the PAP can demand an apology.. and if so.. i would wan the PAP to provide the evidence on their salaries so we the citizens would not be in doubt.. transparency isn't it? proof !

i admit tt the elections is getting exhilirating!!! i am like watching and gaining so much knowledge from it.. it really is worth watching.. i even had a very thorough discussion on politics with my sister's fren.. wah.. actually both of us share the same viewpoints.. but i have to admit.. it is in reality quite impossible to achieve.. we are all our life given templates to fill into.. we dun mould our own life.. ppl decided it for us.. how many ppl do really go for their passion nowadays? and is art recognised in singapore? if so, why and how? and why is it Laselle removed the pic? (gp students shuld b familiar)..

we are declining in our progress rate.. the bull economy is slowly draining out.. soon it will turn to steak economy.. the government have tried to salvage this situation with the building of the casino to attract tourists.. and the 2009 spaceport singapore project as reported in "The Economist".. i feel they are very desperate and feeble attempts to push the dynasty curve back to an ascending gradient.. singapore has to keep improving and the challenges in this elections prove to be good so as more new blood would generate more ideas that would break that rigid mindframe and template of us singaporeans.. the development curve has to keep going.. becox if we reach that peak.. it will be downhill forever..

that's all i have to share today!! =PP.. those who read till here.. gd for u!! =).. ahaha.. hope u all learnt sumthing and enjoyed reading this.. take care!!

LiN2o13

ling-ganless dae.. LOL..

2006-04-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away...

[LiN2o13//fly away]
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heyhey.. wah.. now my quads are so painful.. stand up aso problem sia.. tis is beli bad.. it has been a very tiring wk for me.. i tink i will keep using tis phrase till my a lvls end.. i am tired.. LOL.. ahaha.. okay okay.. tis wk we played tennis!! wah.. damn fun la.. ahaha.. a few balls flew out of the courts.. wah lan eh.. need to go chiong and pick up de..

got back my math test, did relatively well.. and my chinese compo i wrote.. lol.. not bad too.. but a bit wasted la.. ahahah.. 8/10 and 22/30 respectively.. hmmm.. nt bad bah?? quite a gd start i guess.. i hope my chem test did well i dun wanna screw chem.. physics is bad enuff.. i NEED phy tuition soon!! ><.. ahaha.. math tuition too.. chem is still okok.. gp is okok.. chi is okok.. econs is okok.. aiya cham liao la.. LOL..

jc is really so hectic lor? i din expect it to be so hectic!! it was far busier than i expected it to be.. den i still need to go look for a new cca.. haiya.. tmd.. the sch close down san shou.. damn sad la.. tt was a gd cca.. wth they close it down for?!?! shit de lor.. kaos.. i noe.. the pugi scared we overtake them rite.. losers laaa.. -.-.. ahaha.. how to balance work n play n cca?? i realli need to pray those ppl who went a lvls b4 me.. tmd.. it is realli so much more advanced than o lvls.. when u could jus slack slack.. sua.. still can score high high.. shit la.. i go back sec sch confirm can score 6 points 8 distinctions.. no prob.. a lvls is so much harder.. i realli pity those who got horrigible ccas.. how do you manage to handle?! ahaha.. funny lor..

but nvm.. it is fun but tiring.. maybe i shall go home straight after sch everyday.. maybe go back everyday at around 3? emm.. i shall see again.. i need to mug, i need to slp, i need to do many things la..!! busy man eh!! ahahah.. =P.. pe today was gd! =).. though we kena scolded cox we all walked.. damn jiat sai lor.. den have to run another round.. tommy lee taught us spider push ups, commando and diamond.. tmd.. i in charge of commando pushup.. DAMN xiong la.. we all tio kan 28 push ups liao hor.. den nid to do 10 spider, 8 diamond, 5 commando.. ahahah.. jiat sai lor.. hands wobbly in the recovery round..

den we all went to train our standing broad jumps.. continuous hops hops.. wah lau eh.. ahahah.. den stretch stretch den go to the field station.. kanasai.. xiong-est.. do spilt jumps.. tot easy easy.. 100 spilt jumps.. in sets of 20.. really siao lor.. now all the quads damn pain.. walk up n down the steps or standing up is a torture!!! ahahah why girls all so slacky one.. shit lor.. den we all run run.. tio kan.. run another.. den go victor station.. do sit ups all tt.. jiat sai.. again.. =D.. den we suppose to turn n stretch our legs.. rather like break dance lor.. seems so similiar.. LOL.. den we all go math class.. leg jelly.. body smelly.. LOL.. all so sweaty.. eh! rhymes!! =)..

den playd Bball again today.. HAHAHA.. so suay.. zhiyi neh play wid us lor.. hab to go home sho early.. sad.. ahaha.. hmmm.. hongie aso kena shua by us.. so funny.. playplay wid him.. all purposely take longer time to settle.. =D.. aiya.. one day i shall dunk.. =).. ahahah.. now i shall keep to point shots and fades.. my lay up sucks man.. hais..

aiya.. almost fell asleep in gp class.. so warm and so tired.. still do compre.. wah.. cant concentrate.. confirm screwed the assignment.. shit narhs!!! =.=.. ahahah.. nvm.. hmmm.. hope gurmit singh return our PI draft 2 soon.. he always damn late.. ahahah.. hmmm.. pw sucks too.. i hope nxt yr would be a more relaxing one.. ahaha.. cox minus out pw and cheena.. it would be nt bad leh.. =D.. i oni hope no longer lessons.. den i can go be ogl!! bwahaha.. so shuang.. =)..

k laa.. dunno wadda blog le.. damn tired.. oh ya.. cut my hair.. LOL.. ugly now.. nice later.. nvm.. LOL.. nxt time u all shall see.. hee hee..=P.. ciaos.. take care everiones..

LiN2o13

21/04/06

2006-04-21T04:03:00.000-07:00

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But i never thought it was what I lost

Summer has coming and past
The innocent can never last
Wake me up
Bring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began

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Heyheys ppl!! wah seh.. jus reached home not long ago la.. tiring week!!! gosh.. buay tahan.. jc life is really that tiring.. and it is v strainous as i am at my peak this week.. peak energy that is.. and now i am still feeling so tired and worn out.. cham ar!!! ahahah..

ytd was fun!! ct outing!!! yay! ahaha.. hmmm.. a few of us went to k box.. sang many songs.. den desmond came!!!! LONG TIME NO SEE bro!! ahahah.. missed ya loads!! den iggy came too!! so lucky lor wah kaosss!! ahahah.. hmmm iggy sang bloody hell loud man!! ahahah.. a lot of funny parts la.. tian cai as usual started wid his Shin songs.. actually it got quite boring in the middle becox all is ger songs or duets all of which i havent even hear b4.. dun say the song.. the title alone i never hear b4.. ahahah.. that ulu meh.. i so laggy in chinese songs liao sia.. mus update my archive asap sia.. ahaha.. but the day started shitty.. i placed my bag in the wrong compartment.. den i wanted to take it out cox i just realised.. den when i took it out.. PIANGGGGGG!!! i was like wtf.. -______-ll i broke a beaker.. chem lab.. kanasai lor.. i din expect summore.. lucky no one was hurt or cut.. i knelt down summore!! so dumb.. nearly got cut!!! >.<..heng ar.. my guardian angel definitely has a full time job.. LOL.. but the other parts of the titration went well la.. oni tt the burette was spoilt sumhow.. o.O..

oh yes.. den today pe i tot was just standing broad jump or pull up screening.. KANASAI.. 2.4km lei.. wah lau.. nt even ready lor.. jus start the day likkdat.. tmd.. ahahah.. how to survive!! >.<.. but i had tian cai as my partner.. run run run lor.. i went first.. be fair.. ya.. hmmm.. den the start was v tiring liao.. second round i ran quick quick nei.. den 3 and 4 round was my worst.. hais.. den 5 was okok.. i stopped at 5 and a half.. becox i heard the timing was 10 mins plus.. i was tinking like.. i walk a bit den chiong still got like 1 min to spare for 11.. DEN I HEARD 11.05, 11.10, 11.15, 11.20, 11.30.. I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD!!!!!!! den i ssaw hongie chiong past me, followed by novi.. I WAS LIKE DAMN!!!!!! ahahaha.. den i started running again.. chiong arhhh!!! but no more strength to sprint for the last 100m.. hais.. 12.26 is my timing.. =(.. deproved by like 1 min from sec 4.. now i noe sec 4 how fit i am.. hais.. LOL.. =X.. i shouldn't haev given up.. should've perservered.. but legs went jelly after tt.. den i drank water from a tap near the sides of the track..

lessons went rather OKAY la.. math test was shitty.. the first question tio tat.. but the 2nd n third was easy.. ya.. ahahah.. cox first question cannot use graphic calc.. ahahah.. =X.. i love GC NOW.. omgomgomg.. ahahah..=).. chinese lesson was nice.. i imagined myself as the writer and how it felt.. it felt gd.. i was experiencing how the writer felt at tt point of time.. i felt sad.. ahaha..

oh yes.. english ar.. i CHIONG AR.. ahahah.. wth lor.. i chose the topic on "television is pure garbage, do you agree?" I AGREED.. =)!! hope i did well la.. ahahah.. but 0619 ppl rock la.. we all first 5 to finish.. omg.. best man!! ahaha.. but we had to do the voting thingy.. ya lor.. so went com lab 4.. in the end is the councillors late.. not us.. losers lor..

den i went to borrow a bball den we all started playing at 2 plus.. den ended at 5 plus.. rained in between though.. ahaha.. played walking bball.. HAHAHA.. zhiyi fell.. omg.. =X.. ahahah.. i feel that i beli bad.. but v farnie lei.. =X.. ahahah.. during bball i saw sumthing tt i didn't like at all.. i was rather pissed actually.. but nah.. i shant make a big fuss outta it.. i jus dun like that gay.. or guy who behave like one.. i will end you wid a ------- u but have a nice day.. fag..

oh yes yes.. i paid for my og shirt.. hope it will turn out damn nice.. =)!! ahaha.. song la.. =D.. hmmm.. now current financial status is bankruptcy.. HAHAHA.. shit la.. not even ending yet lor april.. ahaha.. monday got chemistry test la.. HAIS.. better mug during the wkends.. but i enjoyed dinner and going home wid hongie.. ahaha.. kk.. takkaire ppls..

ja ne

LiN2o13

good friday

2006-04-14T04:07:00.000-07:00

Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I'm just a poor boy
Yet I need no sympathy-
Because I'm easy come,
easy go,little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,
doesn't really matter to me...

[` bohemian rhapsody//LiN2o13]
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heyhey~~!! back to bloggie again.. ahaha.. wah seh.. it was really a memorable prize presentation eh.. miss everyone from nchs now.. gosh.. if time could be turned back.. i dun mind going back to sec 3 and doing everything all over again.. ahahah.. it's nice to noe u got frens out there though you're not always in touch.. and my tuition cliques..miss my secondary school life loads.. den, studies was normal and everyone was close.. it's hard to make many friends in jc.. always on the move.. even og12 is like splitting.. hard to accept as we were once v close comrades.. even ct o615 (o1) has gone their separate ways.. gosh.. it's jus like april ppl..

a little nostalgic cox i really miss everyone and life is empty.. it used to be filled with laughter.. fun.. jokes.. supportive frens.. irritating ppl.. HAHAHA.. ya.. miss all those moments.. =).. hmmm.. now jc.. bothered by so much problems.. bothered by so much responsibilities.. with great power comes great responsibility indeed.. sometimes i would rather be an introvert and stay in the shadows and perform as a dark horse.. sometimes i just wanna sink away.. slip away like some shadow.. ahahah.. but unfortunately.. being a ct rep and one of those ppl who brings up energy lvls.. i cant afford to sink away just like that.. though i would like to..

where have all the times gone?? it really seems forever.. it's like just last yr.. but to me i have like just moved into a total new phase in life.. and i am not used to this freedom, this commitments, this responsibility.. but i tink life still goes on and on.. i dunno how many of you are feeling like this.. but i doubt i am ever alone la.. somewhere out there someone may just feel exactly how i feel.. i want you'll to know it's really a little fucked up.. honest.. i dun wanna use vulgarities but ya.. tt's how i really feel sometimes..

firstly, school work keeps piling and piling.. even if i do one.. another few comes up.. it's like fighting a many headed hydra.. -pls view hercules if u dunno-.. ahahah.. hmmm.. i really now noe how hard it is to perservere.. ahaha.. it's like you have to go more than 100%.. give it more than u can.. secondly, cca.. it stinks in jc.. so much hw and u wan us to do cca.. pls spare a tot for us.. thirdly, we keep moving around!?!?! u noe how much time we've wasted? ahaha..

anyway i have plans to fufil in jc.. i must succeed in my cca.. i must do well in my studies.. i must bring the class together.. i must keep in contact with all my pals.. i must perservere.. i must get a gold for my napfa by j2.. I will and at all costs fufil these duties and plans.. i swear upon good friday..

it rained as usual sia.. good fridays always got rain.. dunno why.. this is brought up by celine.. good tt u notice the skies more than oni ur food alone.. gosh.. ahaha.. hmmm.. anyway i really wanna get a life!!! i nid energy in my life!! i am so tired myself now.. bothered by so many things and forced to make it seem like nothing.. pressure la.. but i can take it de.. have been thru worse ones.. ahaha.. just tt i am a little down today.. i shall be up again tml.. soon! =).. ahaha.. k la.. i shall end here ppl!! take care.

LiN2o13

just feel better

2006-04-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better

Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better

Any little thing that just feel better
Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting oldI think I need a little help this time!

[` just feel better// LiN2o13]
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hey hey!! here to bloggie blog blog again!! it's like the most recent and most upkeeping i have done!! ahahah.. it used to be 1 entry per wk.. or even more.. i tink i would keep it as that.. ahaha.. yepxx.. but i tink i shall start blogging now first becox dunno if got time to blog for the whole wk..

okok.. ytd was like the big day la.. nchs sch anniversary cum prize presentation!! huge event as usual.. aiya.. it was really different for me to be there to take a prize!! i didn't expect myself to ever get anything in the 4 yrs there.. a bit depressing but yes.. ahaha.. hmmm dunno why so lucky!! =).. they still printed my name wrongly la.. =(!! ahaha shit lor.. kaosss.. lincoln lim jie rong.. thanks man.. i am jian rong.. i tink i leave it as tt.. LOL.. =PP..

okayyy~~ den we had quite a chaotic start.. it was raining cats n dogs la! i brought a brolly along.. not much use either.. it stopped when i left my block.. -.- thanks ar rain.. ahahah.. hmmm.. the prize receivers all arrive late late de lei.. LOL.. dua pai man.. i went wid nic lee.. den met up wid kailing and sixu and jelphine.. den we all seh seh walk into sch sia.. ahaha.. den had to get seated down in the hall so early sia.. den go specific seats too.. sian.. =.=.. but sat beside lewis -nyjc- and wanyoong-vjc- ahahah.. OH YES.. cant believe it but xinmei model student.. HAHAHAHA.. one of the most wild n havoc.. but she's a gd student.. cannot deny.. she hates tt title anyway.. all the f words started coming out.. LOL.. ahahah..

den i played jelphine's guitar.. easy to press lei.. my one is so tight like an acoustic.. the fingers press a while confirm pain liao.. ahaha. buay tahan.. i played a while den the teacher ask me dun play cox already v noisy.. =(( sobs.. ahahah.. nvm.. but it was fun laa.. we all so long no tok to each otha liao.. all went to catch up wid times.. tjc guys all so ji hong one.. wah lao.. join cca go skool is all to see char boh.. ahaha.. dumb sia.. but all our uniforms formed a v nice portrait.. =)!! nyjc is the ground, tjc are the trees, mjc are the water, vjc is the clouds, njc is the rocks, the poly students are the people.. SO COOL rite!! ahahah..=)..

den opening was the singing of the sch song.. wah kao.. they havent changed the karaoke version la.. HAHAHAHAHA.. damn funny.. i tink most of the lao jiao likes it.. we all the jc students sang loud loud sia!! so long no sing liao.. miss it like hell.. >.<.. ahaha.. den when the principal gave speech i took out my gc.. den all the otha ppl around me, xinmei, wan yoong, lewis, jayton, genevieve, and many more all see me play games.. wahahah.. i got a gd tool to stop boredom!! =).. den i lent it to xinmei who bugged me for so long.. idiot.. ahaha.. one day shall challenge her to Bball.. expert in 3 pointer lor she.. kaos.. all chopchopchopchopchopchop.. -.- projectile motion pro..

den after all the speeches, the dance ppl perform.. wa.. nice nice!! ahahah.. but hor.. their makeup jiat sai.. nt nice lor.. looks so cheenaaa.. ahaha.. but the dance item was not bad.. i spotted shuwen on top.. wahaha.. looks so different.. last time rmb we gave her nickname called rope.. becox she tied her hair at the back like a rope.. LOL..=X.. okok.. chen nian wang shi.. den is dunno simi.. den prize presentation.. all i did was keep toking to wan yoong and xin mei and wanteng.. laming all the way too.. ahahah.. den yes.. string orchestra conductor looks like... the fatter version of MR BONG.. HAHAHAHAHAA.. NYJC PPL SURE NOE.. omg!! so alike laaa!!! we were all like O.O!!! wanteng keep telling us.. ahahah.. funny.. but they were okok nia.. but 100% for the effort!! =).. oh yes bong looks like steven seagal..

den went up to take prize.. wah.. kan chiong kan chiong.. ahahah.. but i knew they spelt my name wrong.. -.-.. ahahah.. nvm la.. suan le.. got to shake the hands of the ang mo kio grc mp.. steady boh.. ahaha.. take pic wid him summore sia.. tao yan.. HAHAHA.. =P.. ppl shy.. ahaha.. den we all went out and tok tok tok.. VERY COLD AR the hall.. omg.. froze lor.. den i saw marcus soh they all!! yay!! they came to support us!! =)!! i aso saw my badminton senior and kaki shawn!! long time no meet dude.. hair long liao la.. suan me.. neh neh la u.. HAHAHA..

sadly siying didnt make it back!! went to sao mu.. sad.. ahaha.. hmmm.. if not she'll be proud i went up!! hei hei.. ahahha.. xuan aso nt there.. looked out for her.. hope she'll go up nxt yr.. ya.. if not lang fei all i taught her de.. oh yes.. good video production by aaron, kengkoon.. wonderful narration by my mei jacqueline!! yay!! ahahah.. i knew she found a stead liao.. bwahaha.. i am quite up in times eh!! =)..

oh yes.. den other performance came in.. the pianist for the choir nt bad.. i wanna learn tt piano piece lei.. sounds so abstract and cool.. ahahha.. =).. den the finale was by wind orchestra.. OMG.. i was overwhelmed!! THEY IMPROVED SO MUCH.. and the conductor was much better.. ahaha.. not in skills though.. in appearance.. mr chew was a better conductor.. ahahah.. okok.. now a joke, wad u call a bad conductor? an insulator!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..=X.. opps..

i tink jankin would b proud to hear his juniors perform.. they did well!! ahahah.. hmmm.. den hor.. we went for refreshments.. nt bad.. i liked the lemon chicken!! ahahah.. =PP carnivore la.. wad to do.. =).. den jankin came!! at last.. saw alden too!! so cool.. ahaha.. miss everyone loads.. hugs!!

toked to many teachers.. =).. nice to noe they see me as an equal liao.. not as student n teacher.. kanasai suan me like shit lor.. thankssss.. HAHAHA..=PP.. hmmm.. den celine smsed me cox got some prob but glad she sorted it out la.. yesh.. ahaha.. hmmm.. sweat not girl!! =)..

oh yes.. now back to today!! done my econs and math hw.. PROUD OF MYSELF.. HEE.. i shall slp early as my reward.. around 9.30.. wahahah.. =PP..den i aso went exercising wid nic lee today.. fun la.. nic lee.. train up dude.. 2.4km isnt tt tough.. jia you jia you.. ahahah.. pull up sucks.. i need to learn.. =(.. ahaha.. standing broad jump improved liao.. yeah!!!! my lousiest stations.. broad jump, pull up and sit n reach.. ahahah.. the rest is chicken feet haha no sweat all the way.. chikalocka pee ah pee ah x 3 sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa sa SAAAA.. ahahah..=PP.. cheering again.. =PP..

ooo!! nic lee is online liao.. mus help him print.. kaos.. oh yes alden sent me a suicidal song.. cursed history.. anyone wans can ask form me.. =).. ok la.. take care everyone!! ciaossss..

LiN2o13

another looooonggggggggggggg wk

2006-04-07T05:31:00.000-07:00

That day when I skipped class for you
That day when flowers fall
That classroom
Why is it I couldn’t see
The long gone rainy sky?
I really want to be drenched again!
Never thought that
I still keep the courage that
I have lost...

[`qing tian// LiN2o13]
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heyheyyyyyyyyyyyy.. long long long longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg week ar.. ahahha.. damn tired now.. dun really feel like doing anything.. now i feel that i am lucky i didn't choose a very distant jc.. if not i wun even do any of my work la.. it's damn tiring.. now nyjc seems further than b4.. maybe i'm getting old.. LOL..

recently went for many rehersals.. damn sian la.. kena scolded by mr loo.. neh neh.. he scold me for being so enthu.. wad's so wrong wid that!??!! but nvm, being magnanimous i shall extend my forgiveness to a lowly mortal like him.. LOL.. HAHAHAHA..=X.. so ah Q jing shen sia.. =D!

well, den havent been working out for a damn long time.. perhaps it's time i started again.. NEED jun jie as my running kaki.. ahahah.. if not v sian one.. jogging alone at nite.. later i kena rape how.. too attractive la.. hais.. wad to do.. LOL..=X!! jkjk.. ahahha.. i tink many ppl who read this will puke.. heh!!

okay.. some eventful things this wk is being back to normal.. nxt is the tough stretching training of pugi.. KANASAI!! i tink the spilt position stretching can really murder ppl.. do push up at tt position.. will die de okay.. i tink i soon no more father's day liao la.. neh neh.. oh yes.. afternoon pe is really fun!!! =).. ahahha.. the kick boxing cum muay thai cum karate or wadeva.. ahahah.. ya.. giving a very gd cardiac workout!! =).. nice music too.. though techno..

whole body aching now.. cox today tommy lee, tt muscular bound pe teacher taught us techniques for standing broad jump and pull ups.. pull ups sucks laaa.. my worst station ok!!!.. i tink i realli need ta do more pumping, running.. oh yes.. i proudly did well for my run today again.. wa!! but i was struggling.. i started off too fast.. lactic acid accumulated in like a spilt second.. but managed to complete 2 rounds in less than 2 min 10 sec.. erm.. rmbed i tink the teacher said we broke momentum.. shit.. cox got 45 sec to spare.. so it was like 1 min plus.. but nt gd.. i struggle in 3rd round.. so cannot.. i mus slow down and not chiong..

well.. ytd went to nchs for rehersal.. AGAIN.. and i had to inform ppl.. AGAIN.. hais!!! luckily tml ish the event.. sickening la.. but i rather miss nchs.. =).. though everyone looks alien to me now.. so very sorry to all my juniors whom i cant recognise.. cox i am very blind without my specs.. ahahah.. sorry!! i am not dao ok! i am nice man wid happy feelings.. first a joke.. nah nvm.. LOL.. =X..

went to cp wid wanteng.. den she pangseh go to sch wid jin han.. den i played phoenix on gc till kailing came wid her fren.. den walk walk in cp den go nchs.. no point going so early.. dumb la.. everyone will be late.. so why not we be the everyone and not wait??!!! becox i have always been waiting!! so now ppl.. u all wait for meeeee~~ LOL..=X.. ahahah.. raining.. kaos.. den had to share a bloody small brolly.. i was like half wet!? or 3/4 wet?!! ahahah.. nvm.. but reached nchs.. they haven even started.. timing gd huh!!.. =)

ok la.. i am v tired liao.. blog again nxt time.. ciaos ppl.. take care..

LiN2o13

0619

2006-03-31T04:27:00.000-08:00

Here I am
Trapped once again
Why am I always a victim of this?
Can't life be so much more simple?

If I had to choose again
Why not let time flow backwards?
Is it really that hard for me to really cherish again?
Sadly but truly....

Yes..

[` LiN2o13//junction]
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hey everyone!! back to bloggie once more!! 1 wk per entry bah.. tt's how it's going to be unless it's the holidays again.. no time la.. sch start and it's starting to get stressful as work is piling up..! horrigible, terrigible, vegitable.. =X.. ahaha.. so a blog is a far further priority bah!?

i've got bad news.. i have officially fallen sick.. LOL.. flu and cough.. dunno who i caught it from laa.. the whole skool is like falling sick.. damn disgusting.. like black death or dunno simi sai epidemic!!! OH NOOO.. LOL.. ahaha.. but everyone is falling sick bahx.. get well soon everyone!! =).. but i cant sing my fave songs.. =((!! i am depressed.. ahaha..

okok.. tis week has been fun.. knowing more n more teachers and ppl from nyjc.. as i said b4.. believe the best in someone and they show u their best.. =).. ahaha.. i like majority of the ppl in nyjc.. all v easy to make frens.. =)!! ahaha.. the teachers all aso beli approachable.. today played a game called Taboo.. it's really interesting.. HAHAHA.. we won!!! o619 plus 2 otha guys.. we did v well.. thrashed otha team by 10 words lor.. can believe it a not.. omg.. we rock.. LOL.. ahaha.. but last class wid Mr. Padiyan.. i switching to Ms Ng Boon Sin's class.. yepx.. ahaha.. but padiyan is a gd teacher!! =)..

pe today was good.. i grew by 1 cm.. -HURRAY-.. ahahaha.. so despo to grow taller likkdat.. kaos.. LOL.. ahahah.. bad news.. i gained 2 kg.. T_T.. ahaha.. i better lose tt bulk again!!! ahahah.. shit la.. never play basketball liao.. so gained so much weight.. haiyoh..nvm!! i shall work hard and lose weight!! ideal weight is 63.. i have to work toward tt.. hard but yes!! i will strive to get around there.. bwahaha..=X.. ahaha.. 1.2 km run, came in first!! =).. cant forget tt si hong and tt novi overtook me during tuesday's pe.. LAST 200 M LEI.. KAOS.. ahahah.. damn sad la.. but today.. i kept stride!! i tink i will hab no prob wid my 2.4 if i keep running likkdat.. but no warm up.. beli cham.. cannot really sprint if i had to.. but i mus train up!!! napfa mus gold!! i dun wan suffer in ns.. LOL.. =X..

well i today wanna say my long term n short term goals!! short term is to score well in sch.. get in the top 5% range.. acad goal.. for my cca goals, i am in pugi, i shall see if i wanna join anything else.. but i strive the best i can.. den for my physical goals is to lose weight and get goal for napfa.. long term goal well.. get a job in medical field or engineering.. wid pcme i can go either anyway.. makes no diff.. ahaha.. so tt's abt all bah?? i tink i better get back to the converses.. take care everyone!! ciaosss..

LiN2o13

Have a nice day~~

2006-03-25T17:11:00.000-08:00

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

[` LiN2o13// Yi Lu Xiang Bei]
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hey hey people!! ahahah.. long time no update le.. tis is like the fourth or fifth time i using my com for the whole week! amazing? i am always like online.. but these few days orientation bah.. so cannot..=(.. ahaha.. but i tink sch is starting soon.. so i'd better start mugging my ass off soon!! -coughs coughs splutter- Kanasai.. i choked on my saliva.. >.<.. -coughs-.. =.=.. damn shit..

well okok!! i get back to toking abt the orientation bah!! it was great!! definitely!! ahahah.. okay.. i went into the lvl camp feeling anti.. i tot it was gonna be boring cox i sorta went thru it b4 le lor.. ahah.. now i noe not to assume.. ahahah.. it was so bloody fun la!!! =).. i am particularly proud of our ct.. ^^.. though first day we were all damn anti social.. and din open up, bet tis infuriated those ogls in charge.. ahaha.. cham sia.. sorry la all the ogls.. den i had to take all the initiatives.. becox as usual.. no one wanna be first..

second day was much better.. we had mani games like trust fall -amazingly fun!- ahahaha.. i am proud here becox we managed to hammer the first person who fell!! and he was clarence, 100+ kg.. we all lifted him sia!! amazing a not?!?!?! ahahaha.. best trust falls i ever seen!! =) maybe becox our ct are majority hunks..LOL.. jkjk!! ahahah..

the webby game was fun!! try to get everyone over.. we sorta screwed up a lot la!! wah laos.. den all the ogls and the facilitators all si bei strict and kanasai de kuai lan.. kanasai.. touch the table a bit den we all mus go out.. but here i found out something.. my class has a lot of integrity.. i am proud once again!! we all are righteous ppl.. we don't cheat our way through.. never.. and i proudly proclaim we rock big time.. =).. honesty is the best policy!! ahahaha.. we all touch a bit of string aso go out liao.. pro boh.. we all so honest.. =)..

oh yes i also enjoyed the pusher, blocker and supporter game.. it rocked big time la.. =).. ahahah.. it was sorta like handicapped rugby or wad.. ahah.. it was hard MAN.. WAH LAU.. clarence so big!!! i aso cant push him sia!! sai!! ahahah.. he shuld really join rugby instead of me.. so adrian tan can dun kao bei and drag me in again.. i dun wanna go rugby!!! i wanna mug oni..=X..

den we had graduation ceremony!! so fun.. i got my cert.. meheheheh.. =X.. ahahah.. hmmm.. overall lvl camp is superb!! din regret going for it.. ahaha.. den there comes o2..

OH YES.. KATIE SENT ME TT SONG LIAO.. FINDING FOR IT... YAY!! HAHAHAHA.. thank you katie!! =)..

o2 is a little boring la.. maybe cox o1 is much better.. ahahah.. =) but it is a gd strategy -as said by jason ogl o1- to bond the class together!! ahahah.. definitely..den we lost the cheering competition.. KANASAI.. they all got those cheers.. we supposed to use it lor.. nvm nvm.. nekkar rocks.. but phoenix rocks more.. =P.. i tot our ct did quite well in the games.. i liked the "balls" cheer too.. HAHAHAHAHA.. so funny lor.. all the gers all so paiseh.. pls be open!! it's a free world man.. =)..

but i enjoyed disco nite the best of cox!!!! HAHAHA.. so fun lor.. damn high to be in the front few!! ahahaha.. but the first band vocalist really cmi lor.. damn nan ting.. made Green day's holiday sound like grounded for life. LOL.. =X.. jkjk.. but it was bad.. horrid.. -shake head-.. ahahah.. but the other music was great!!! the second band skipped the fast part by Slash in Velvet Revolver's Slither.. ahahah.. nt bad la still!! i am inspired to start my band soon!! HAHAHA..=P..

on the whole the week was rocking la.. and gwen better get well soon.. becox she really seemed so sick tt day..! okok.. ciaos ppl!! hope to see u guys soon!! =) take care!!!

LiN2o13

visit to both ah ma house.

2006-03-19T01:25:00.000-08:00

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

[` LiN2o13// fortminor//where'd you go]
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hello~ da jia~~ back again!! ahahah.. =))..

long week sia!! ahahah.. holidays have like rooted on me all over again sia!! sheez.. i better get it outta me!! sch is starting and it's more important than ever la!! now den i noe o lvl is nth.. a lvl is more impt than it la! one way trip lei.. kaos.. like go dunno wad lost island in timbuctoo.. either survive or die.. Kanasai.. ahaha..

okok.. recently went back to nchs.. rehersal~ and those people who i will inform are gy, yi hang, nic lee, err... er.. WHO ELSE.. OMG.. i forgot sia!! ahahah.. nvm nvm.. i later go check the list can liao.. i tink got sheng xiang or who else.. ya.. hmmm.. aiya.. but a bit dumb..-.-.. rehersal for us is oni like a 2 min thing.. go up.. shake hand.. come down.. WAH KAO.. LOL..

anyway it was nice to see mani ppl back in nchs.. but most of them become damn guai lan.. kanasai.. last time still quiet quiet one.. guai guai.. wah kao.. now all ah lian and ah beng la.. sat sat huh.. -.-.. but at least some of them -like my badminton junior- still v guai!! good!! keep it up.. =)).. ahaha..

hmmm.. den went back train my juniors.. damn fun.. enjoyed it thoroughly la..!! =)).. ahahah.. but i served like a few hundred shots tt day.. for my kakis to train.. wah seh.. long time no play liao.. den nxt day whole body pain seh! espc the hempstrings.. dunno why lei! o.O..

but got urge to go back n play!! ahahah.. nehminddd.. anyway today went to see my ah ma.. wah.. another couz of mine getting married again sia.. good!! got xi jiu he.. bwahahha.. anyway got the dunno simi thing.. i tink sunday times last wk.. my uncle appeared on it lei.. longest living dialysis patient.. bwahaha.. pro kia boh.. now i noe more abt my own mum's side family..

den damn bored there.. they all watch dunno wad korean drama.. so i sms kailing norh.. ahaha.. at least got thing to tok tok.. ya.. not so bored after tt.. LOL.. yeah~~ den they all go swimming sia.. i no bring swimming trunks.. kaos.. if not i confirm join them.. ahahah.. i wanna work out!! need to jian fei liao!! wah kao.. napfa coming seh.. =.=.. confirm si liao..

den after tt, i went to my father's side ah ma house.. felt like cny again sia!!! ahahah.. go visitin here n deres.. kaoss.. LOL.. hmmm.. but fun la.. den saw a couple of children in the housie.. dunno whose.. ahahha.. den it started pouring!!! wah laos.. heavy heavy rain sia!!!.. i like it!! so long no rain.. my sch's grass is like rotting in the heat.. rain den good!! =)..

ahh.. tml sch starting.. i mus rmb to bring the graphic calculator.. if not wasted sia.. got workshop.. =).. i mus go buy my pe shirt tml too.. ahahah.. aight ppl!! i gotta go eat.. i am famished!! ciaosss.. take care..

LiN2o13

just another dayyy~

2006-03-15T23:18:00.000-08:00

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal records says
I've broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Last man and now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seeing us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town I miss the faces
You can't erase it you can't replace it
I miss it now I can't believe it
So hard to stay

So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days I know the one thing that would never change...... Goodbye, goodbye
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me......

[` Photographs//Nickelback//LiN2o13]
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Hello ppl!! it was the start of another boring and tiring day la.. well many many things have happened so far la.. ahahah..=).. ytd it was 4i's reunion sia.. v heartwarming to see everyone once more.. hannors..^^.. long time we havent spoken and being a class.. ms neo kept her promise-wow, thank you- and treated us to seoul garden ytd!!!

well, many last min arrangements! den we all met up.. i still went working at dad's office.. rushed home sia!! den i wore the shirt he brought back.. damn nice.. ahaha..=D.. we met up and all left for orchard lor.. seoul garden was damn funny larhx!! ahahah.. said a lot of cold jokes and we ate a lot a lot of food sia.. hannor!! ahahah..

den after the eating we all went out to pool!! my 5th time!! yeah~ ahahaha.. but nowadays play damn lousi in pool larhs.. sobs.. but nt bad la.. quite an experience.. we also smuggled 2 kids into the pool there.. cox.. we cant let them stand outside n wait ritE??? -.-.. ahahah.. we would be so mean!!..anyway we hang out quite long.. den did a lot of things most OG and CT will do la.. a lot of cheering.. pictures.. damn fun larh!!.. ahahah..=).

i, alden, nic lee, yong ming, kenneth, calven, marcus soh, yvonne and pik xuan all went to cp to eat and drink.. ahahah.. dinner liao wor.. so fast huh! =).. den we had very long chats.. dunno how it went to ghosts n all those!! LOL.. ahaha..yvonne so scared nid pik xuan pei her.. den i and nic lee walked home from cp.. save money and exercise.. hannors.. ahaha..

den today woke up.. v tired la.. den marvin's birthday.. so i wished him norh!! happy birthday dude.. 17 liao wor.. lao kok kok.. LOL..=X.. ahhaha.. i aso soon la.. dun worry.. but i wanna say a very big sorry to marvin too.. i dun tink i am going to your birthday celeb today.. =((.. becox i am really tired n worn out la.. i nid to rest a lot.. nxt wk is a v long wk.. anyway.. we will celeb wid u on monday ok?

anyway it was a nice start.. gaming.. den chatting.. browsing the net.. yahoo got a nice new layout sia!! check it out man.. =)).. anyway hor.. at last toked to kelsey wong again! -.- go back US so long liao.. ahaha.. at last caught up wid her on times and everything la.. it's good! =).. chatted abt last time.. celine all those tuition stuff.. ahahaha.. all the rubbish la.. lao peng you!! but hor, her accent is horrigible.. when toking to her cousin grace hor.. i DUN UNDERSTAND.. SOBS.. i english illiterate!??!!? or mute.. LOL.. hmmm.. need them repeat twice or thrice den i would undstd.. CHAM LA.. still wad a1 for england.. kaos..

den my sis bug me go buy lunch for her la.. idiot.. where to find griled fish!?!?!?!??!?!! i find from rivervale mall go till compasspoint sia.. CANNOT find.. in the end she tell me buy western food.. THANKS.. -.-.. ahahah.. den kelsey called again.. den tok tok tok tok a lot.. all those religious.. evolution.. everything la.. everything now is very sorta in depth lor.. ahaha.. missed those tuition days with kelsey n celine sia.. all really so crap de lor!! ahahah.

well.. very tired le la!! okay ppl.. bb~~
take cares!!

LiN2o13

Death note

2006-03-11T18:50:00.000-08:00

Roll of thunder
Hear my cry...
In this land of solitude
Is it ever possible to find a zone of comfort
Where one will not be lonely
Or wish for a companion?...

[` LiN2o13// In search of utopia]
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okokok hihi everyone!! backie to bloggie..

one of my most consistent blog posts ever..=PP.. ahahah.. hmmm.. okok.. ytd went to steamboat with ct o615 (o1).. ahaha.. desmond, kanasai, u how come no come huh!?!?! you say wan come de lor.. kaos.. bluff my feeling.. =PP.. ahahah.. but first time i ever went to marina bay tt area.. hannors.. v farnie lei.. v quiet place and i tink meant only solely for working or eating steamboat.. ahaha..

the roads to the steamboat places is very very wide and perfect for drifting la.. they shuld film Initial D 2 in singapore man.. LOL.. marina bay gd place for a gd car race.. ahahah..=PP.. the curves are very sharp too.. and we experienced it first hand on bus 400..-.-.. ahaha..

wah lao we spilt ourselves to 2 tables.. one side veggie eaters, the other side carnivores.. i was of course in the carnivores table la!! ahahah .. =PpP.. den we kena tom yam soup.. KAOS.. HOW I EAT?! T_T.. i dun take spicy.. ahaha.. nehmind.. i ate quite a lot of chicken.. it was a very fun exp.. i even saw one pri sch tuition mate there.. so qiao lor.. 10 pointer go ajc.. me 8 raw go nyjc.. dun wan say.. =PP.. ahaha.. so can be wo hu chang long.. wahaha..=X..

hmmm.. okay la the food not say very "wow" but it's nice.. and reminds me of seoul garden.. the opened air and cheaper version of course and they have cooked food.. but eat there confirm will sore throat.. tt's wad i'm having now.. ahahah.. anyway nt bad la.. quite a gd experience.. but i wun go back there again de.. the train v crowded.. need squeeze wid ppl in bus.. i prefer less crowded places i tink? ahahah..=PP..

but marina bay got a lot of potential for rest, or just to get things off your mind.. becox windy, cooling and very deserted.. a lot of nice trees around.. perfect retiring place.. LOL..=X.. jkjk.. but i really like the ambiance.. v shuang the feeling.. cox near the seas.. =)..

went to play drum mania V again.. but always faill dragon blade.. but this time i made it veri far liao!! ahahah.. yay? =P.. i always front part den fail liao last time..=X.. ahaha..

okok.. as promised i shall be a tagged victim of gwen's 8 requirements of a perfect lover..

Rule: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the sex of their lover. Then tag 8 other victims and let them know you tagged them. Replies can be given in any ways. If tagged the second time, there is no need to post it again.

Okay 8 victims first : the first 8 idiots who read this, dun cheat pls.. read den do!.. ahaha..=P

okok.. the sex is char boh la.. of course.. -.-.. i am perfectly straight..

numero uno- my perfect lover must have chemistry with me.(in otha words is under same wave length for frequency)

explanation of numero uno- i want my perfect lover to understand me lor, becox with chemistry and same wave length, communication is so much more easy and we could understand each other!! den romance and den take place...!

numero 2- must love me as much as i will love her.

explanation of numero 2- if i am in a relationship, i will give my all in it la.. so really i will expect the same amount of love reciprocated back lor? =P.. ahahah..

numero 3- hardworking and enthu in work and play

explanation for numero 3- hardworking and work n play marh!! mus balanced life style! ahahah.. all work but no play makes jill a dull ger and all play but no work makes jill a dumb ger.. ahahah..=PP..

numero 4- must really like holding hands and hugs..

explanation for numero 4- CAUSE I REALLY LIKE THEM.. -.-.. ahahaha..=PP..

numero 5- errr.. still got wad huh.. hmmmmm.. must have at least presentable looks and size..

explanation for numero 5- pls la.. honestly, who says looks dun matter? it matters la.. in reality.. ahahha.. but as long pleasant looking and i see shuang can le lor? ahahah.. too pretty aso nt gd.. a lot of ppl wanna jio too.. so i will kena pressured.. cox i quite easily jealous..=(.. ahaha..

numero 6- willing to stand by me

explanation for numero 6- life is full of ups n downs, sumtimes even the greatest could fall to depths off depression, pain, suffering.. so i would wan my perfect lover to stand by me.. comfort me.. ya.. it will be very sweet of her.. ahahha..

numero 7- must enjoy cold jokes.

explanation for numero 7- cox i am full of them.. LOL.. HAHAHAHA..=PP..

numero 8- childish and matured at times..

explanation for numero 8- too childish not good.. too large a mind gap.. and too matured not gd cox will damn boring n sian..-.-.. ahahhaa.. so a mix will be very appealing lor.. =).. yap.. ahahah..

and here i wrap it all up!! all 8 lerhx.. wah.. actualli a lot of difficulty sia.. hard to tink.. ahahah.. k le la!! tml i going for badmitnon training in nchs.. wahahaha.. back to see my juniors.. watch out.. cox my lao po and me is coming back to kill u all.. bwahahahhahahahaha..=PP.. bb le da jia!! take care n hab a beli nicie day..

LiN2o13// mata..

Blogged again

2006-03-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

Walking down an aisle
A long red-carpeted path that is located under that star scattered sky
All I could feel and see is the cool breeze
That brushes past my face
Where exactly is this place?
Where the heavens meet the earth...
Is this...
The bonding of the skies and earth
By the miracle...
Rain?

[` LiN2o13// Eccentric]
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hey hey hey people!! back to blog again.. tmd lor.. so shit.. tt time i wrote a very very very very very long post for 2 days de.. den jeremy sent me a link.. den i go.. den it screwed my com.. WAH LAO.. all gone larhx.. see!! how bad is it.. i shall now nt sidetrack and publish my blog finish before i go anywhere else or talk to anyone.. so there!

anyways.. it's been so long since the departure of jankin, havent really seen him around for a change.. rather now i see a lot of different faces in nyjc..o.O.. okay.. to be truthful, i miss orientation one people.. they shuld remain here instead.. why did moe make something called the first 3 months?? if they didn't, everything would be so much more different..

i am very into KI now, so all my intros to the post will be rather obscure and eccentric.. dun mind tt.. but i hope it really does get u thinking and imagining along with me! =))! becox i would like you all to know wad i really think and picture my inner world.. =D.. okok.. sounds very weird but ya.. on with life..

got my new specs! but very cham.. still rather nt used to it la.. maybe becox i am used to lower degrees instead of the now accurate ones.. i still prefer being spec-less.. ahahah.. hmmm.. whole lot of things i wanna write abt the departure of jankin la and various outings n stuff.. but well i keep it recent bah..

okok.. about yesterday!! ahahah.. went to sch.. lectures.. den we all decided to go and watch movie!! ahahah.. actually rather reluctant, cox my shou tou very jing nowadays.. very poor.. but well once in a while.. and it's with my ct la.. ahaha.. of cox i go!! o615 rawks!! sadly hong siang and nic lee no join us.. hs go wid nic lee who wanted to meet his gf.. so it is understandable.. ahahaha.. =P.. den i was very tired liao because i tink i played basketball? cant rmb but ya.. it was just a very tiring day.. =D..

den went to take bus 53? to junction 8.. yap.. den we all went to walk walk.. den go makan first.. we all go eat eat sia.. but i last to eat cause had to dig out money! =D.. ahahah.. left very little cox go buy ticks.. and hong guang successfully appealed into nyjc!! congratulations!!! =D welcome back to the family!.. den we decided to watch the movie Shaggy Dog or Shaggy.. cant rmb..but it's the doggy show.. it's light hearted and quite farnie.. but i dun hear much laughter except mine.. o.O wad happened to singaporean's sense of humour sia? maybe only racist jokes and stuff will make them laugh.. =.=..

oh yes oh yes.. i boughtttttt.... a key chain!!! of Bleach's Kurosaki Ichigo's Zanpakutou's Shikai, Zangetsu!! And also got his mask of his hollow.. damn damn damn damn nice.. omg!!.. ahahha..=PP.. quite cheap la.. 4.90.. but it ate my lunch money.. sobs.. T_T..

den in cinema, the seats are great!! so empty.. so i can kiao ka.. den kiao until damn song.. WAH LAO.. gwen an sha me!! so bad! omg.. i didn't expect.. den a finger appeared and hit my si xue.. den i gave a reflex jerk.. ahahah.. bad ger.. i aso an sha her back.. mani times.. wahaha.. hong guang helped me too.. heh!!.. life is good.. =PP.. den in the end i found out the handle can move up.. so the seats are even more comfy!! yay.. life is better.. ahahah.. =P..

den we took neoprint.. squeezy as ever.. but tis time better.. at least can see my face.. unlike tt first time wid zijie n nic lee.. i am hidden.. ahahah.. =PP.. but the digital cam pics are nt out yet!! how can.. ahahah.. i wan upload!! =).. hmmm!!

den went home alone lor.. kaos.. damn sian.. such a long journey home!!! -..-.. LOL.. ahahah.. hmmm!! den i went booking for badminton courts.. yepp!! ct outing again!! ahahha.. =PP..

den today... went for badminton wid my ct after a very lame SPA tok.. so dumb lor.. all obvious things.. so boring..=.=.. chinese was worst.. but i din go.. haHA..=P.. ahahah.. den badminton was fun.. had learnt back my smash! heh!! yay!!! ahahah.. proud of myself.. =)..

den went to eat wid tian cai, gwenny and hong guang.. damn full la.. pls.. i am like bursting.. ahahah.. but it was fun to eat wid them.. TIAN cai.. take my straw.. u bloody asshole sia.. -.-.. =D.. ahahah..=PP.. den go home.. den tot going back alone again.. until i looked around n saw stacey!! yay.. got companion.. ahaha.. den tok tok.. she ogl sia.. kaos.. i not..=((.. ahahha.. nvm.. nxt yr ogl more fun lor.. =).. den i reach home.. very sian.. o2jam lag.. den dun wan play.. den rest.. den dinner den i am here tired and wanting to watch bleach.. hanging out clothes later..=.=.. very tired liao.. lost stAmina.. ahahha.. blog again another day!! take care.. ciaos..

LiN2o13

Operation soon

2006-03-01T01:31:00.000-08:00

The resounding melody of the rain
Rings in my ears
Chasing away the empitiness that has surrounded me for thus long..

It may have slipped past my mind
For a long time now
That we were ever once together...

But sometimes
When i see us
Smiling at me from those photographs
That were once so dear to me...

[ ` LiN2o13// pain]
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hey people!! here to blog again!! bwahaha.. hmmm.. such an eventful last week for me in nyjc.. i really think about what has happened thus far! okay.. i felt i was out of place.. damn freaking anti social.. first day of orientation came late.. last to take attendance.. greeted by ogls.. paid them.. den we had to do damn freaking lame ice breaker games right in the morning.. wth?? ahahah..=X.. but soon we all went to the hall to see the x men skit done by the 28th student council.. many more!!

den i really dreaded going orientations cause there is all those damn shitty games we have to play.. well.. everyone was anti social.. den we had to play the name memory game.. and it sucked.. cox i have v bad memory!!! =.=.. shit sia.. ahahaha.. but soon and soon.. the first day passed.. den came the second.. tt was when everyone was closer.. den soon.. we got so darn open wid each other.. ahaha.. i loved knowing everyone.. and disco night was a BLAST.. words can never describe how it was den!! ahahaha..- i did sumthing, but i shant say it openly- LOL.. hmm.. den og12 went to makan at plaza sing.. woot!! truth or dare!! =P..

den soon we had to spilt from og.. den go to ct.. i preferred my og so much more!! to be truthful la.. ya.. den i see a lot of ppl in my ct buay song lei.. last time la.. but there is a very truthful saying, "those people whom you see buay song first hor, confirm can trust them and b damn gd fren, those u see song first time hor, cannot trust de!" I BELIEVE IT!! =)).. ahaha.. cox i now love my ct as much as my og.. ct o615 rocks big time la.. =D..

actually all quite hostile at the first few days.. den slowly it took a lot of effort and trust from everyone tt we started to bond a lot.. ahahha.. many many fun days started pouring in den!! den i also had many many fun og outings.. some involving kiss horr!!! -pls refer to mee siam n jason tt scandal- den still got para -jason ogl-.. ahahah.!! pooling was fun!! =)..

den at last we had our first ct outing not long ago.. guys went pooling.. taught a few of them how to pool.. and the char bohs all go k boxing.. ahahha.. nt realli an outing since everyone was separated la.. den we all always "kai fang" open discussion room.. sounds so crude la.. like go brothel likkdat.. LOL.. ahahah.. but had many laughing sessions!! all so crap one lor.. really enjoyed it a lot.. it always seem tt we can never not go off track.. =.=.. =D..

oh yes.. den i tink i can proudly proclaim that the sport of my ct is basketball.. everyone plays it la.. pro boh.. even the char bohs.. all aso damn pro lor.. den joan uses her Kui Hua Bao Dian method of shooting.. so farnie! ahahah.. =X!! den tt incident joan got bitten by doggie.. those lessons my we enjoyed and hated.. wow.. time really flies man!!

ytd we had a 2nd ct outing.. this time it is more like an outing!! ahahah.. we all went k boxing.. pity some ppl dun wan come in.. sad sia.. but majority ppl went in lor.. nt bad.. ahahah.. it was damn fun la!! den we had free flow of tibits.. so funny.. joan they all keep wanting to refill.. kaoss!!! ahahaha.. money worth sia.. =X!!.. den all the guys sang Cao cao by Lin Jun Jie.. so FUNNY.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.. too high for them.. den they cannot reach.. den sound damn funny!! ahahah.. all zhuan ying.. damn cute la.. like a bunch of transvers. singing.. LOL..=X.. but subsequent songs were also damn nice.. =D..

eevryone sang till their voices went sore.. LOL..=X.. ahahah.. den the char bohs sing a lot too sia.. =D.. ahahah.. den the staff switched us to a smaller room.. and tian cai sang Shi jie mo ri and dunno wad song by SHIN.. wah lao eh! nid to shout.. ahaha.. den the marvin n iggy sang Numb.. iggy nt bad.. scream pro.. ahahah..=X..

den slowly everyone left.. den i and hong siang left too.. took bus 136.. darn hell of a long journey sia.. hai yohyoh.. but we all chatted a lot abt basketball.. and those street bball techniques.. ahahah..

hais.. come to think of it!!! Tml is already the last day of a very eventful and beautiful sprint.. life is short man.. so many friends i have made.. a beautiful run.. is it going to end? friday is the results.. i pray it doesn't end.. =(.. btw.. goign for operation tml..ingrown nail.. die LA.. AGAIN lei.. KAOSSSSSSS.. tis time i noe it's going to hurt a LOT.. because the injury is spreaded till the tip of my toe.. means.. the second injection from the tip IS GOING TO KILL ME.. WAD THE HELL LA.. I AM LIKE GOING TO SUFFER LIKE AN IDIOT.. I MUS CUT TOENAILS REGULARLY.. darn..

take care everyone.. will blog abt the operation tml..

Lin2o13

First CT outing!!

2006-02-21T01:14:00.000-08:00

Strangers we once were
Other ties we had
Distance is what was between us..

However
In such a short period
We have grown so close!
But soon we're going to be separated once again..

Why is it when ties are so close
Then all of us are taken away from each other again?
Isn't fate sick of breaking friends apart?
Aren't you sad to depart once again?

It may be just time
And this was maybe somethings that were supposed to happen
In this period we call life..
Are we forced to be heartless people who doesn't give a damn abt breaking bonds?

I am really sick and tired
Of starting everything anew over n over again
Why things cant always really remain the same?
When we are so comfortable with each other already?

[` LiN2o13//Departure]
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Yos!! I am back to write another entry again!! bwahaha.. okok! listen up everyones..!! og shirt is already coming alright i guess? CT jersey is already settled.. wootx! ahahah.. and wait wait wait.. the best part is TODAY is our FIRST CT OUTING!! -cheer pls cheer-

but before we come to that let's review what happen today.. ^^.. okok.. chemistry lesson was quite alright bah? though i feel a bit sian.. den later pe was the best!!! we all voted for basketball!!! den the teacher allowed us to play.. it was the most tiring and most sweaty pe we ever had man.. ahaha.. gosh! so fun.. den later 5 of our guys went to play wid other ct.. inter ct com sia.. den i went to go shoot shoot.. bwahaha.. YEN WEI.. i noe wad u mean by three fingers shoot liao!! bwahaha.. ^^..

but unfortunately we lost to the other grp.. 10-2.. thrash sia.. wtf.. ahahaha.. =X.. but nvm la.. at least everyone enjoyed thoroughly.. ^^.. ahaaha.. den we all changed n went for phy lecture.. where no one was paying attention and dozing off.. tired la.. ahahah.. bo bian..

in the end.. we all went for ct period in c1.. den i quickly go grab 2 char siew baos and eat in class.. bwahaha.. =X.. den to my shock today ct period is very meaningful.. now den i know we knew each other for 7 or 6 long weeks le.. such a long period.. =).. i can't help but smile and feel sad altogether.. because i am leaving.. 95%.. hais.. i cant stop thinking how divided we were when we came together.. and how close we are now..

den my civic tutor, ms ng.. gave us a paper each to write our name.. den pass around for ppl to write their comments to u.. gosh.. very meaningful.. but a little like testimonials la! ahahah.. =P.. i found it v meaningful bah.. as in everyone can tell each other how gd or how they think abt their own classmates.. ^^..

den after tt.. we all stayed behind to finish everything.. so i didn't make it for og12 shirt discussion meeting.. VERY sorry!! >.<.. den we all changed and den went out for our first ct outing of the year sia..

den we all went pooling.. and the gers went k boxing.. ahahah.. pool was fun teaching those who were there for the first time.. v interesting la.. they are all fast learners.. and soon we were all learning how to jump ball.. ya lor.. ahaha.. ^^.. we played till very long.. had many laughs and everything.. den in the end all v tired.. so went out.. yepx..

the gers all continue singing i tink till 6pm.. den we all went out for early dinner.. kaos.. kena bluff money.. so little LOR.. ta ma de.. lol..!!! =X!! but nvm.. it was just right for me.. nt v hungry anyway.. ya lor.. den we had a small chat.. den hong guang they all went back sch.. got cca.. while the rest go home.. i and hong siang took 136 home..

den now here i AM.. og 12 discuss abt the shirt liao.. now i become in charge sia.. KAOS.. ahaha.. nvm la.. let u all sabo.. hmmM!!!! nvm la.. one day i go settle after all design thing is ok liao.. yap!! okay la.. i go o2jam liao!! bb!! take care everyone.. love my og and ct loads n loads..

` LiN2o13 ja ne..

o lvl result aftermath..

2006-02-15T00:43:00.000-08:00

To someone that i knew

For such a long while now
We haven't been near like we used to
The smiles and laughter have seemed to fade
Just like the sun into the ocean in the evening sunset..

Under that star scattered skies
I only remember the warmth of your hands
The sweet scent of your hair
The soothing sound of the waves..

Why is it we
Two such complete people together
Have to move separate ways in the end?
Until overwhelming silence is what remains between us..

But still
I have to thank you
I can't place the right words for this
But I think you can feel how i feel even after this long break..

Thank you
If you hadn't left me
My future will be in darkness
I would not know the importance of love..

And lastly also sorry
For everything and anything
That i have ever done wrong to you
And lastly is that
You will still be in my heart..

[` LiN2o13// scattered memories]
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hey hey!! oh yes! happy valentine's day.. belated anyway.. LOL.. there's something wrong wid my blog clock.. so dun bother.. ya.. ahaha.. hmmm.. anyway.. i remembered last year's 14th feb v v v vividly.. LOL.. the unforgettable day in potong pasir wid -ahems- my valentine of cox.. LOL.. ahahah.. but sadly time wears everything away.. yep..

this yr was a v subtle day to start wid for valentines.. but was greeted by mani presents from my og and ct girl members.. because only gerls bother to do such things.. guys.. rarely bother.. unless it is for their.. ahems.. tt one dun say la! ahahah.. =P.. heh !

oh yea~ ytd we also celebrated alvin's and liying's birthday.. the couple! ahaha.. =P.. so close sia their birthday!! ahahah.. den b4 that.. jac said some stuff to me that made me quite upset.. ya.. but after i read thru her blog, i realise why also.. so i got over it somehow.. yeah.. firstly, i would like to explain, jac..

it's true, people want to move to a better jc if they scored better.. no doubt about that.. everyone definitely has a conception that better jc produces better results.. and many move to good jcs for fame, glory, and a silent hope to do better in their a lvls.. it's not that we doubt in neighbourhood jcs.. and i dun blame you for shooting your mouth off at me.. i understand perfectly now..

i maybe was from a neighbourhood school since young.. i know how it felt to looked down upon, how those famous schools are all so high and mighty.. conceited some might say.. confident they call themselves.. it really depends on your perception.. i admit i haven't done well in my PSLE.. and hence ended up in nan chiau.. and prelims allowed me to go to nyjc..

wen u ask me abt my choices and shot me.. i felt really bad.. why? basically, i am in love wid nyjc.. i love nyjc a lot.. for it's culture.. building.. friends.. og.. ct.. teachers who are supportive.. but to me this really is a perfect jc already.. i couldn't ask for more.. i have gone nyjc hating it.. and coming out loving it deeply.. what makes a school but the pupils and teachers who belong there? but the reason i am pursuing a better jc is because of my parents..

i don't think you know why i chose those jcs? let me tell you.. the day before ytd.. i got a huge scolding.. i wanted to go back to nyjc.. badly.. but my family wun allow it.. they wanted me to go to a better jc.. and for that.. i still haven't found out the reason.. but i am sure that after thinking it over.. maybe it would be better.. i was so pissed that day..

and the next day you shot at me, i was really v v angry.. why don't you people understand me? yes yes yes.. wadeva.. it may sound grand to place rjc hcjc njc and vjc in my freaking choices for all i care.. but wad the fuck man? do you tink given a choice i would ever want to go there? with all my friends around and more nc friends coming into nyjc? i would wanna fucking remain..

but no matter wad.. you heard my choices.. nyjc was still inside.. and you know why? because i wanted to go back in.. but i understand you are in a very weird mood nowadays.. so i won't take it to heart i guess? i know how you feel after readin your blog.. those schs are high n mighty i agree.. but it is also they who would lead us next time.. perhaps hand in hand with us.. actually a jc is just a facility that leads us to university.. ever jc has a single cause.. and it is to prepare their pupils to go uni..

true.. they do look down on us.. i agree totally.. but wad if i could go there and inspire a new mind set? and if you doubt me.. or feel that 1 person may be too insignificant to cause anything.. a drop of water causes ripples in a calm water.. and a mosquitoe is significant enough to keep you from slping in peace.. isn't that only a small insignificant one causing a huge difference?

but i am sorry too that i couldn't understand how you feel and that i felt angry wid my own ogl.. i'm sorry too.. yes.. so let's forgive and bury the hatchet ya? og12 still needs to stay together..

anyway.. we went to have a bachelor's party for v day.. i, si xu, maurice, jankin and kai hwa! we all headed to paradiz to have a game of pool to kill loneliness n boredom! we're bachelors man!! ahahah.. actually hor wenkai wanna join us.. but he scared late for practise again.. so nvm la.. nxt time bro.. ahaha..

den we all played team games.. v fun la.. ahahha..=P.. heh!! kai hwa's nemesis is the red ball.. it never ever went in.. and once it hit the side of the pocket and knocked the white ball into the other pocket.. FIERCE sia! ahahaha.. so funny man.. i almost died laughing.. and i managed to do the first jump ball to knock another ball into the pocket.. pro boh!.. ahahha..=P.. with much of luck to aid me of course!! ^^..

den we all threw mani balls into single pockets.. den in the end.. all the 15 balls got stuck!!!! ALL OF US FREAKED OUT.. ahahaha.. den we all lifted on end of the table and tilt it and bumped it back to the ground.. !! ahahaha.. 10 over times den we managed to bring all the balls out.. gosh!! ahahha.. =P..

den my dad did one of the most romantic things ever.. he bought dinner and a bunch of roses to surprise my mum!! the roses look gorgeous!! ahahah.. =P.. love never dies out i guess? no matter how much you may quarrel and stuff.. lol.. ahaha.. heh~!

den connie came over for dinner.. mum's colleague.. had a family cum fren dinner.. ahahha.. food was fab! i ate a lot a lot!!! ahahah.. =P.. special occasion.. but i better lose weight soon!! ahahah.. =P..

anyway pe was also fun.. and SORRY WAN TENG.. we all had to drag you while travelling at such a fast pace.. sorry sorry! we should have carried you somehow.. ahahaha.. ya lor! =P..

anyway tt's about all for ytd.. and today i am dead beat.. v tired.. ahaha.. ok la.. i go chat wid jason ogl liao! ciaos.. and special thanks to kai bin for being such a gd pal.. ya..

take care ppl..

LiN2o13
Phoenix ogm og12 nyjc cto615, always..

Feb the 10th

2006-02-09T16:14:00.000-08:00

AIYA!! no mood to care for any poems le!!! die die die!!
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hihi everyone! no mood to write any poems anymore.. too much adrenaline!!! >.<.. turning pt of our life, when dy/dx=0.. 2.30pm, our o lvl results are coming back.. worried, excited, nervous.. all at the same time.. now i really begin to wonder again.. did i do anything wrong for the papers? Did i screw up anything? Did i do my papers properly? Were the answers i tot were right, wrong? a day of very mixed feelings la.. aiyo!!

At least ytd i did try n enjoy my last "resultless" day in nyjc.. ^^.. we booed and jeered at the phy n chem teachers.. both v ass one.. kaos.. ahahah.. ytd they got their retribution sia! ytd they all do the slides all got mistakes.. especially the phy one.. den she say, "aiya, i noe you all are the new improved version ok?" den that was the onli thing she said right for the month i am in ny! HAHAHA.. =P.. i agree wid u for tt phrase woman..

den v sian 1/2 la.. my pw grp got 5 ppl.. oni 2 came including me.. so how bad could tt get? 1 withdraw, 1 nose bleed, 1 muscle ache.. so left me n jeremy together nia sia.. haiyo.. but hor.. we did a marvellous presentation!! ^^.. earned us no comments abt our presentation skills n slides and a "good work" by our civics tutor!! yay! ahaha.. ^^.. nt bad for a two person grp who went first sia.. ahaha..

den in the end at nite.. play o2jam, met new frens there!! so shuang.. ^^.. hehe.. den lata we added each othas on msn.. hope to tok to them soon sia.. ahahah.. but late at nite i stayed online to tok fer damn long wid CT and OG mass chat.. gosh.. damn scary.. so mani ppl.. den ppl leave n join leave n join.. v laggy.. sia la.. ahahah.. both windows summore.. 1gig ram aso cannot support la.. kaos..

den in the end, i finished dloading Bleach 67.. den went to watch.. found it rather interesting.. ^^.. ahahha.. ya.. as funny as ever.. yap.. den tried to slp close to 12am.. but still tossed n turn for quite some time cause worried abt results.. den managed to rest at last..

AIYA.. hope my parents dun come today!! cause i wanna face it myself.. i worked so hard.. so painful.. so stressfully.. and today tt result would come back.. i really really hope it is gd sia.. =((.. if nt i work so hard aso for nothing man.. i pia like siao man.. wah lau.. hais.. hopefully if it is bad i wun be v emo.. HAHAHA.. den jason ogl got new emo partner sia.. =P..

^^ wadeva the case.. i knew i gave it my all.. if i didn't do well or fall behind.. well.. fate den? ahaha.. anyway i just need l1r5 of 15 to return back to nyjc.. yap.. hopefully it turns out below 13 of course.. if not i work so hard for wad!? prelims did better.. kaos.. ahahha.. hmmm.. best is single point.. but dunno if can get sia.. LOL.. mayb after deduction..LOL.. hmmm.. dono la!

anyway soon gotta go chop hair.. den go skool ling si.. 2.30!! WAH LAU.. so close!!! >.<.. i better o2jam more.. bb ppl! take care!!

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okay people.. i am back.. after everything.. i cannot believe wad i got sia.. ahahha.. hmmm.. seems so impossible i get sumthing likkdat.. o.O.. but still nt realli tt happi or sad.. mayb a neutral feeling.. ya..

i only enjoyed meeting up with frens today.. and toking to them.. enjoying being nervous together.. laughing.. playing.. shouting.. toking.. it was a nice experience to be back in 4 i again.. ^^.. miss u guys.. hmmm.. long time since we likkdat.. anyway.. it was fun to cheer wid u guys again.. =D..

den in the end, we got damn nervous and all suddenly become v "high"! ahaha all suddenli spout a lot of rubbish and tok trash.. but we reviewed the slides den found out mani ppl did not do well in national standard lor.. cham-ded sia.. hmmm..den all of us scared liao.. but guo lao shi came to congratulate me on my a1 in chinese.. i retook.. and i guess.. if i relax.. everything falls into place.. yar.. ahaha.. hmmm.. lucky i retake..

den in the end we slowly got back our results.. at first v slow.. den suddenli wen come nearer everythign sped up!! in the end no one could wait n sit any longer wen it reached to the boys.. so we all all line up! LOL.. so enthu rite? den i saw zijie take back his results.. den i peered to look at my sheet.. it went down A A A A B B A A.. den i was like.. oh shit oh shit.. is it all twos? ..den i nervously took it.. den ms neo said, "even mr mok was shocked, you got an a1!" LOL.. i was shocked too dun say him.. kaos!! ahahha..

den lata i got my results.. i rushed back to my bag and took out my calculator.. den fumbled to press in the numbers.. hmmm impossible.. i opened my mouth in disbelief.. 8?? WTF 8?!?! HUHHHH SINCE WHEN?! DID I EVER EVER GET SUCH A SCORE?!! 8?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!.. i never scored below 20.. until prelims and it was a 13, i was already so bloody happi.. 8!?.. but i was so shocked till i felt nth.. hmmm.. but in the end.. surroundings everyone wid mixed feelings.. so shockin.. den i felt sad too.. i realise tt mayb ppl will go ask me go otha jc.. 4 points is too gd for nyjc..

hais.. i realli v fan now.. dunno where to go? but i realli wan a direct path.. jus a path.. gosh.. i realli dunno wad to do.. nvm la.. tml den tink? yap.. i go chat now le la/
take care ppl

LiN2o13

right here waiting

2006-02-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
AmI hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever

herever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Took for granted, all The times
That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy
I wonder how we can survive, this romance

But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance

[` right here waiting]
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hey hey ppl!!! back to blog.. many ppl will say -at long last-.. i agree.. ahaha.. cox recently nth to blog about until ytd!! ahaha.. a very mixed day of emotions!!..

firstly i n jankin wanted to pon physics lecture.. but si bei sian.. kena caught by our tutor.. fark man.. she super bitchy.. old hag.. second childhood issit..?? kaos.. den we all kena go back to lecture.. den she suan us like shit.. den i was super pissed.. so i didn't say anything.. luckily chem i and ct o615 sped through the lecture..

but it all passed on la.. den we all went for mani mani lessons.. den at last!! PE! den we all tot.. sian 1/2.. go run again.. BUT!! SO HENG!! no more x country.. so they didn't train us liao.. so we allowed to play games!! ^^.. den we all chose basketball!.. den all go straight play.. but i and jankin go run one time the 400m as warm up.. nt bad.. den play match again.. but some ppl all dun wan play.. so in the end we spilt half court.. those wan play go play one side.. the rest all jus shoot at a corner.. i was shooting la! so sian, dun wan play.. shooting more fun..

den went for guitar.. a little sweaty nia.. ahahha.. den enjoyed learning more things today.. but the fingers a little painful cox press too long.. hmmm but i learning tabs!! so fun.. ahaha..^^.. den had dinner with jankin n jason ogl.. fun lei.. all start crapping.. and the chap cai peng v cheap sia!! den eat till full full!! ^^.. ahaha.. den went home rather late.. den came online for a while and sms marilyn.. oh yes ppl!!! outing to jacq house is on kk?? ahahah.. 1 or 2 o clock is the arrival time.. be early ya? those who can't dun worry! we shall plan for another outing soon!!

oh yes, we planning to make og and ct shirts!! all ct n og members please feedback ar! ahahaha..

den today went skool early.. den met jing xuan, jillian and jia min.. den all tok tok tok tok tok.. all the way.. ahaha.. den jillian ask me help her spray her hair black.. chao from teacher! ahahah.. hmmm.. with my skilful spraying skills.. i quickly covered the brown spots!! ahaha.. pro boh! =P..

den today we went for math lect and tutorial in the morn.. den we decided to go ngee an open house.. open up our options lor.. if cannot make it to jc.. yar.. den we all had breakfast at macdonalds wor.. nt bad.. as a ct.. but joan run so fast.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den we all got v tired after eating.. so majority went for the open house.. the rest wanted to go home to rest.. but i, jankin, hong siang and desmond went to play a bit of basketball as exercise.. den we all went to drink and have ct bonding session..

den we all decided to go home soon enough.. ya.. police reprimanding a grp of boys for playing at the void deck.. den took down there names.. den we walked past.. den.. they stopped us.. den ask us for our ezlink cards.. den we three were like what the ****.. den they say dun worry, nothing.. jus taking down names.. den we were like.. what a waste of time sia.. den all passed our ezlink to them to take down our names.. den we all v impatient.. all hungry n tired.. den we quickly took our cards and walked away.. they still polite la.. say thank you.. ahaha.. but it's stupid to take down our names.. we did nothing wrong..

oh yes.. the physics tutor today caught jankin.. but he wasn't pon-ing lessons.. he was collecting the math notes from cheng yi from cedar.. den he mistakenly walked to the com lab becox he tot math tutorial is always there.. den later spotted by the same bi-atch.. den she brought him to see the math HOD.. den she started putting words into his mouth, say like, "this boy say you gave him permission to pon his lessons!" den jankin said, "since when i said that?" den she continued ranting about him.. but the HOD i bet have tackled mani probs from tt bi-atch.. so she jus told my fren, "nxt time dun skip lecture.." den allowed him to go..

jankin cleverly asked the bi-atch to follow him back to class to prove he not poning.. den he entered.. den the bi-atch started spouting nonsensical words.. i was damn pissed.. though i didnt noe anything from the first part.. the hod thingy.. but she came in den say, "oh, this boy wanted to skip your lesson! ya.. he skipped my lecture ytd you know? my lecture!" den she closed the door when we all stared at her..

den the math tutor gave me n gwenny a question each to do on the board.. den we proceeded.. den he had a talk with jankin.. he n jankin werent on v gd terms a few days ago.. but this time he chatted nicely with jankin about everything.. yar.. den he n jankin nothing mistaken liao.. so both getting on nicely.. but the physic bi-atch is still a major problem..

if i were jankin, i wouldn't have tt much patience to talk nicely with her.. i will blow up right in front of her like, "what the hell! since when did i say that you b*tch! where is your proof?? dont put words into my mouth!" i will get so pissed i will jux maybe hit her and walk away.. i admire jankin for his patience..

den lata.. we all went to see my civics tutor to ask for permission to go to the open house.. she approved!! but we spotted from far.. tt physics bi-atch!! alert alert!! den she was staring at us.. den we stared back.. den she went for our direction!!! den we were like, "BRING IT ON MAN.."

but in the end she came out n stare stare den went to do her own business.. den walked here n dere a few dumb times.. irritating woman.. 2nd childhood issit.. kaos.. =.=..

well so far tt's all!! ahaha.. take care ya ppl?? ^^

LiN2o13
ja ne..-quote-

guitar fever

2006-01-28T00:50:00.000-08:00

I remember that night
When I heard that you were so upset
Not being able to make it to meet me
I too was sad
I knew you were crying..

But for some reason you made it here
And I was really so happy
Then you gave me my first hug from you
So warm it felt
So happy were we..

Now we are already in our separate ways
I can't help it
But try to forget the promise we made
Under those beautiful stars
In that silent but serene night..

That night sky was scattered with stars
As though purposefully placed by angels
To celebrate our union
To bless us when we were together..

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HEY PPL!! ahahaha.. okok.. i here to blog again!! ^^.. hmmm.. so tired man.. but wad the hell!! it's new year eve!!! ^^ ahahaha.. so happi!! at last!! a new year again.. year of the bitch though.. i mean dog.. =.=.. ahaha.. okok.. ^^..

okokay! basically ytd i pon x country and MISSED OUT SO MUCH!! OMG.. ahahaha.. but luckily alvin ogl filled me up on AHEM ahem AHEM ahem and AHEm ahem Ahhemm.. COUGH.. ahahaha.. okok.. i cannot say it.. but it's like so obvious.. gosh.. ahahha.. okok.. jason was a stalker ytd i noe.. but gd work dude.. ahaha.. ^^..

den i went back to my sec sch.. as usual.. still so stringent on the uniform check n stuff.. wtf.. hair too long or colored cannot go in.. rubbish rule man.. wad the hell.. luckily i passed the initial test wor!!! ^^.. done by mr. loo.. vice prin.. i am so heng la.. ahaha.. den later we all sat in the canteen.. SAW SO MANY frens!!! so happy la.. ahaha.. ^^ life is definitely gd.. LOL.. den i sat down with li shyan, berlinda, rennie, jazreel they all.. chatted about their sec 2 life.. i tink they enjoying bahh.. ahaha.. but i tink ber a bit sad nic lee no go straight to her.. AWWW.. ahahah.. nt bad la.. they still going strong ^^..

den lata.. we went around the skool in MOBS to go comb teachers.. LOL.. oh yes.. mr loo came for a second check but he didn't talk abt my hair, which is rather long.. but he help me comb my hair and ask him dress nicer when i come back nxt time.. LOL.. what the hell.. so shocked by his gesture.. ahahah.. anyway we all went to greet teachers and wish them all a happy new yr!!! ^^.. ahahah.. so fun lor..

den mr mok gave us so many chocolatess!!! SO HAPPY.. omg.. herseys and everything man.. so happy!!!!! ahahaha.. =D!!.. den we all started eatin n eatin.. i got tolberone or is it spelt like tis? ahahah.. hmm.. den went around walkin.. den lata all sat at the hall.. air con ma.. den a lot of o5 sec 4s gathered n sat in a circle..den i announced, "eh eh eh.. og ar? okok.. let's play ice breaker games.. whacko come come.." LOL.. ahahaha.. =X.. so fun la.. den xin mei jio me, jankin, luther, jun jie, kai xian go play bball.. YAY.. so fun.. though i rmb playing it for pe.. ya.. ahaha..

den we all played A,B,C in bball.. as usual xin mei being a bball player thrashed us.. =.=.. ahaha.. kai xian aso.. nt fair!! they all kao ban!!! =((.. ahahah.. nvm.. luckily i no air ball.. ^^.. den we played match.. 3 on 3.. xin mei team won.. SAD.. ahaha.. we lost.. =(.. ahahah.. den we all wanted to go hall to see the performances.. gallery full.. no seats.. hais.. =(.. but in the end mr. neo.. who always has a prob with me since sec 2.. MAYBE becox i support MY chemical Romance and he doesn't.. LOSER.. MCR rocks.. ahahaha.. den he didn't allow me n jun jie in the hall..

den we all jus went sitting in the toilet n tok.. nt bad la.. fun.. den i rmb i had to go take my GPA.. den proceeded to the GO to go take my award.. wahaha.. shuang man.. ^^.. =X.. okok.. ahahah.. den went to give my teachers see.. ^^.. yay.. ahaha..

den lata met wan yoong.. she slim down so much and wear contacts.. look so different.. LOL.. wan yoong, u look much more pretty liao wor.. ahaha.. future victorian sia she.. clever ger.. =.=.. ahahah..

den lata i went to jankin house with junjie.. den played o2jam n aso watch kung pao.. FUNNy man.. ahahaha.. ^^.. den lata i walked HOME.. from my sch.. LONG walk.. but need to exercise.. b4 the new year.. to get rid of fats before putting on somemore.. LOL.. ahahaha.. =X.. den met up with celine they all to kill time cox gotta meet with og 12.. celine become so ah lian.. KAO.. LOL.. ahahaha.. okok.. jus kiddin.. anyway happy birthday kelsey..

den went for seoul garden!!! with OG 12.. YAYYYYY!!!.. i miss everyone so much.. =(.. but it was great!!! dinner was best!!!.. ahahaha.. erm ahem ahem AND ahem did ahem things.. so ahemly obvious.. LOL.. okok.. shant tok abt it.. ahaha.. but everyone were monsters.. ESPECially jason n maurice n kai hwa.. these ppl.. i tink got more of them.. seoul garden will make a loss and close down.. they eat like there is no tomorrow man.. 22 dollars worthwhile.. LOL... ahahaha.. ^^

den chatted a lot.. caught up with a lot of times.. damn fun la.. i miss orientation 1 lei.. everyone were so close together.. =(.. but nvm.. hope got more og outings!!! ahahah.. so can play together again.. asobo ne! ahahah..

okok.. den we all went to the arcade and i played drum mania V2 again.. AND FAILED DRAGON BLADE.. WAHHHHHH.. =((.. alvin ogl sure suan me.. cox i lousi.. he can complete wor.. kaos.. ahaha..

den played till quite late den we all went home lorrr..!! den v tired.. and SO LONELY.. alone in the NEL.. =(.. so sms-ed marilyn n cel.. aww.. poor marilyn.. dun worry u still look beautiful ok.. better enjoy cny... u are cooped up for too long girl.. ^^.. asobo after u recover k? ahaha.. ^^ and thank both of them for smsing me.. cox i would've died of boredom n loneliness stuck in a crowded train full of talkative ppl.. =(.. ahaha..

den took a shower n slept immediatedly.. ahahah.. pro boh.. okok.. that's all for now.. WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR.. woof woof year! ahahah.. kk kk!! see u guys soon!!! ^^.. take gd care.. dun catch a sore throat from too much ba gua.. collect loads of ang baos.. and for all sec 4 o5, gd luck for ur results.. SOUNDS V WET BLANKET MAN.. but yar..

JA ne~! -quote from jason ogl-

LiN2o13

Twisted transistor

2006-01-24T02:54:00.000-08:00

A round moon hangs out of the enclosed attic
Solemn and bright
Its pale light shines through that circular glass..

All it takes
Is just a single push
And time turns back to what you wish..

In the serene lands of Winterbloom
Comes the mystery of this window of doom
Who really knows what could it really do..

If you had a single chance
To cross its simple but intricating appearance
And the courage to climb through it..

You may find something or someone
That could change the present
That could resolve any resent..

But be warned
The window holds more than what could be in a magic wand
Build to big a fire and burn thyself..

This is the window of time and space
The window of winterbloom
The moon window..

[LiN2o13// the moon window]
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hey hey!! ahaha.. come to blog again.. if not the blog is v lag cox it keeps getting stuck in the past.. lol.. ya.. okokay!! lemme get back down to the blogging!! ^^..

ytd finally finished a book called 'Moon Window'!!! SO NICE.. ahahaha.. i love it! ^^.. ahaha.. above is a poem i wrote about the moon window.. inspired somehow.. ahaha.. the book is very eccentric and kinda reminds me of Narnia, however the description is way nicer.. very peaceful and beautiful piece of literature!! but somehow i can never score well in lit for sec sch.. =(.. ahaha.. well!! nvm!..

okok.. i woke up at like.. 3.30am? LOL.. gosh.. cox stomach flu aftermath.. =(.. horrible lor.. unstoppable diarrohea!!! >.<.. ahaha.. i record went to the toilet 5 times in like an hour.. WTH.. ahahah.. i was suffering!! the stomach kept rumbling.. =(.. cannot slp.. but at last fatigue took over.. and at around 5 i slpt again.. den awoke at 6am.. den went toilet again=.=.. ahahah.. den i bathed.. got changed.. and at 6.40 i went toilet again.. SO I WAS LATE!! sorry kia seng!! ahahah.. but met jankin at the mrt..

den dragged muaself to sch again.. ahaha.. had a v long chat wid kia seng while jankin chap jing xuan.. ahaha.. den we all walked to sch.. nt late sia!! ahaha.. pro boh!! anyway jing xuan, j2 liao still wear pri sch shoes.. LOL.. =X!! ahahah.. okok.. lac lac.. den first lesson we already went to take the lift to the fifth floor den proceeded to the class for chem tutorial..

chem tutorial nt bad seh.. i,jankin, kaibin, "tiancai", jeremy sat together in one table wor!! ahahaha.. so fun!! tok a lot of trash.. and kaibin exhibited some gayness to tian cai.. LOL.. so cute.. =D.. ahahah.. den the chem teacher call me do a sum.. KAO.. on spot do.. PRO BOH.. LOL.. cox i lazy mar.. haven finish chem tutorial.. ahaha.. =X.. okok..

den we went for pe.. unfortunately i culd oni do stretching today.. =(.. if they asked me to run i would soil the whole track.. LOL.. =X.. ahahah.. okok.. a bit exag. =D.. but saw my ct running den got urge to join them too.. =(.. but can't.. nvm.. so quite left out at pe.. ahaha.. but lata we went to take height n weight.. OMG.. i was so happi.. i dropped 4.5kg since the hols!!! ^^!! ahaha.. hard work pays off!! ^^.. ahahhaa.. and i grew 1 cm.. yay..

den lata we had a break.. ct quite bonded already!! ahahah.. counting the incident with the fotocopi machine! ahaha..=P.. den we all sat together.. gers sat of course.. we are gentlemen! we all stood around.. den we decided to go change b4 proceeding to LT4 for phy lec.. WAH LAU EH.. the teacher slides all the answer got screwed somehow.. pos man.. but in the end we corrected her lor.. OH SHIT.. I JUS REMEMBERED.. ECONS REP HAVENT PASS UP THE CASH TO MR LAWRENCE.. DIE.. BY YTD LEI.. OH NO OH NO!!!! >.<.. shit shit shit shit..

ahh.. tml better rmb.. kao.. ahahaha.. scare me seh.. chinese rep..-me- haven collect money.. i tink i better do it by tml.. yar.. if nt keep draggin.. gosh! ahaha..

den ct period we were given a talk.. quite interesting but a bit lengthy la.. legs rooted.. ahaha.. but after tt i went to play the piano at the hall.. practise if not i sure rusty.. =(.. ahaha.. den i left wen some j2s came.. they seem to nid the piano more than me.. practising for "the one" com i tink.. lol.. so enthu sia they.. ahaha..

den i went home LOR.. ahaha.. actually tot of going back nchs.. but in the end tired.. so i popped by rivervale mall and get a packet of ba chor mee! nt bad la.. but v full after i finished it.. gosh.. ahahah.. den went online n played o2jam with jankin.. nt bad lei.. i COMPLETED LVL 13 SONG.. wahahahaha.. so happi!!! ^^

den had ice cream too.. i tink i better go for an evening walk.. LOL.. ahaha.. yar.. tml long day!! okay!! i tink i better get back to my converses!! ciaox.. take care ppl!!..

LiN2o13

Life in JC

2006-01-20T19:44:00.000-08:00

My heart was swimming
in words gathered by the wind.
My voice bounded
into a cloud-carried tomorrow.

My heart trembled
in the moon-swayed mirror.
Soft tears,
spilled with a stream of stars.

Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.

I dream of being
against your chest,
my body in your keeping
disappearing into the evening.

Words halted by wind are
a gentle illusion.
A tomorrow torn by clouds is
the voice of a distant place.

My heart that had been
in a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled
cannot hide my tears.

Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.

My dream of your face,
that I softly touch,
melts in the morning.

[Suteki da ne// Isn't it wonderful?]
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Hey!! long time no blog le.. gwen so kind to remind me.. =.=.. thanks.. ahaha.. okok.. well.. school is becoming so stressful really no time to blog.. ahaha.. cham ar!! >.<..

okok.. jc life is very very different from secondary school.. so i currently still trying to adapt.. haiyoh.. ahaha.. it's like going to a new country to live.. hmmm yap!! but it's very interesting!.. currently og12 is still going close and strong!! good work!! =)).. ahaha.. den o615 ct is v new to me too.. some how i find it is gonna be a gd class.. =X.. my class wad.. of cox.. =.=.. HAHAHA.. =P..

okok.. basically the week was much v the same la.. except a few events that pop up like the whole CT pon-ing pe by cheating the teacher we went tp open house.. LOL.. i cannot take it liao!! pe in jc is so tough!! ahaha.. =P.. tt's why i rather join a non sport cca.. cox pe is enuff to keep me fit man.. ahaha.. more and more lectures and tutorials are coming up.. realli horrid.. physics teacher seemed nice till ytd when she gave us a very long scolding.. cox we told her econs tutorial is on 1,15pm, den her lessons cut to 2.15.. den we ask if we could b released an hour earlier to check it out.. wah.. she i tink sudden menopause.. scold us like shit.. o.o

den in the end.. as quickly as her menopause came, it went.. den she started toking so nicely to us again.. GOSH.. ahaha.. but physics prac was like so sian.. do pendulum.. den we all sat there staring at the pendulum osciallting and took the timings.. ahaha.. oh yes.. i would like to thank gwen n sherlene whom helped me to draw the table for the paper.. =X.. ahaha.. lazy marh me.. thanks thanks!

ya.. i have become the chinese rep.. PRO boh.. a very ang moh person like me become chinese rep.. hais.. of cox.. i so pro.. =X.. jus kidding.. ahaha.. den they tried playing tricks on me and the rest of the ppl who are late and even liu lao shi!! HAHAHA.. so funny =)).. ahaha.. yap..

basically everything in jc is gd.. like the new cca i join!! guitar club!! wahaha.. so fun lor.. at last i learning a musical instrument again!! =)).. ahaha.. den i can play another instrument.. yay.. and made mani new pals from guitar.. woot.. ahaha.. canteen food aso nice wor! ahaha..

but one thing that happened tis wk and i dun like is during math lecture.. i asked the teacher about a question about AP.. den he suan me.. nt enuff.. den whole lesson continue to indirectly shoot me.. wad a major ****er man.. damn ass lor.. if he aint a teacher i tell u, i would have murdered him immediatedly.. un professional.. nvm.. retribution shall befall on him.. so doesn't matter at all..

i really look forward to noeing my ct better, keeping my og together.. LOL.. okok.. i wanna visit nchs durin cny.. =((.. okok.. takkaire ppl?? i blog again nxt time.. ciaoxxx.. ahaha..

LiN2o13

13th

2006-01-13T17:20:00.000-08:00

Friday the 13th

Now i have sat down again
Thinking about everything
Time really speeds by
And doesn't stop just as when you like it

The soothing resounding melody of the rain
The comforting caresses from the winds
Are my only companions
Through this lonely day

May it be when darkness falls
I will have someone to walk with me
Through this lonely road
So i will not have to tread on this worn out path

A silent prayer
A broken heart
A soul full of hope
And my mindset not to be broken

I shall find that path hopefully with someone one day..
[LiN2o13]
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Hey people! first week of skool is over!! hoo-ray.. ahahaha.. but rather boring lei.. monday fell sick, tuesday got og outing, wednesday was boring, thursday was tortorous pe, friday was a tiring n boring day.. wonder how i gonna survive jc.. ahaha.. but i shall survive like all other seniors b4 me does..=)

Ytd i and jankin came with xinmei n kaixian, they wanna crash jc marhx.. =.=.. ahaha.. wadeva la.. nyjc is a gd jc for them to crash anyway.. bwahaha.. =X.. ahaha.. den arrived skool LATE again.. wah liew.. buay tahan lor.. hais.. ahaha.. hmmm..

Den went for math lecture early in the morn.. almost slept.. gosh.. so sian.. they only revised on what we did the other day.. why huh.. o.o.. they shuld like teach us partial fractions instead.. den we don't have to crowd with everyone in the library everyday snatching textbooks.. LOL.. =X..

wootx.. den after tt otha lectures for the day like physics was revising o lvl stuff.. haiya.. BUT I LOVED ECONS.. ahahaha.. so cute lor.. the short clip they showed us from the show Ice Age.. the squirrel super cute.. ahaha.. runnign around with the acorn.. =X.. ahaha..

later in the day i and jankin went to buy a fotocopi card.. yap.. quite steady lei, jason, you trick works.. and i dunno how.. ahaha..XD.. but we managed to succeed wid the skill..=X.. okok.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den we went to the hall after fotocopying the chap of partial fractions.. den we all went to play the piano.. den met up wid otha og ppl.. den played bridge.. jankiN!! you have learnt well from me my padawan.. you thrashed the hell outta them!! wootx.. yay.. jankin! =D..

den i saw the time and almost freaked out.. I WAS LATE for the birthday party for my og.. goshh!! ahahah.. den i chao to the seats there.. woot.. got some ppl mugging here n dere.. den i rushed to the seats where my og was... nearly went to a WRONg og cox i didn't wear my specs and was potentially blind.. XD..

HENG ARh.. they havent blow candle.. WOOT.. ahaha.. den we waited a while more.. den jason came, den last but nt least wugui came!! ahaha.. no la.. marilyn manson came..=X.. okok.. marilyn marilyn.. ya.. den we started to lite the cake and sang happy birthday! =D.. ahaha.. den took some videos n pics.. jeremy and yvonne bd lai de.. though jeremy's later.. yapp.. ahaha..

den i and maurice went to fotocopi the notes of partial fraction, kena scolded by jacq.. =(.. cox she dun allow us to use tt trick.. =((.. so fierce.. ahaha.. den we all fotocopi liao den came back.. den everyone wanted a set too!! =.=.. ahaha.. but the set is wid maurice, any og wan can ask us.. we fotocopi.. yap.. =D.. den took a grp foto!! ahaha.. waiitng for alvin to send.. =X.. den upload to frenster again.. bwahaha.. oh yes.. some new fotos of og12 on frenster liao! go check it out..=)..den was forced to eat a cake by jacq.. die laaa.. =.=.. wah kao.. ahaha.. a lot of glucose marhx.. den i am training for napfa n everything.. shit.. needa burn it off again.. but nvm la! happy occasion.. =))!! ahaha..

den after tt everyone started leaving lor.. oh yes.. kia seng aso wished both of them happy birthday under my pressure.. LOL.. he dun wan say one.. kao!! bad bad ar.. lol.. cause he say he dunno how to jiang hua.. aiyaa! nvm de..=).. ahaha.. den i went to play basketball wid wenkai, kai hwa, alvin, jankin.. nt bad la!! fun wor.. but wenkai and alvin n kai hwa damn pro la.. i see them shoot i was like WTH.. O.O.. ahahaha.. =D..

hmmm.. den i and jankin left cox wanna go buy headfones.. my mp3 headfone got torn open tt day it got stuck at alvin's chair.. ahaha.. den went to compasspoint to buy.. got one nice interexchangeable color pair for 15.80.. nt bad.. =).. it was from cyberactive.. ahaha.. den saw so many juniors!!! =^^=.. kinda miss nchs.. ahaha.. life there may b stricter, but it is definitely more relaxing n unstressful.. ahaha..

saw annabella and beatrice.. LOL.. long time no see!! ahaha.. anna cut her hair niaox.. ahaha.. cannot recognise..LOL.. mushroom aso need cut hair de meh? =X.. okok.. ahaha.. den beatrice still looks the same.. ahaha.. KEPT BRAGGING ABT NYJC.. wahahaha..=X.. okok.. lac lac.. ahaha.. they v pek chek.. heh heh~! =).. but dunno why they got prob wid my previous teachers.. they were gd wad.. haiyoh.. ahaha..=D.. soon i shall drop by to visit nchs!!! ^^ juniors look out for me man.. =D.. then chatted wid them a lot abt their choices after os.. glad most found directions.. work for it ppl.. =)..

AND yes.. i have feedback from alden, my badminton kaki n ex classmate that some sec 1s are really ap.. attitude problem.. think they very pro, no need train properly huh.. u wait n see.. i come back.. u all better change your attitudes.. or u all will die.. huge warning ok.. not kidding..u in my cca u better behave, i expect no less from u.. u may have skill but wad is tt without a proper training attitude.. u all better change it or i shall skewer u all..

yap.. den today morn woke up wid a slight dizzy head.. LOL.. didn't sleep properly last nite i guess.. had a lot of dreams.. hmmm.. ahaha.. at least the dreams are still ok la.. quite weird.. hannor..=X.. den washed my face n went to market wid my mum.. but we went to open an account for me first.. at last!! my own bank account.. bwahah.. i ordered 2 cards.. one debit and the other a mini card.. so cute lor.. so small one.. LOL..=X..

BUT HOR.. i didn't bring my IC.. so i ran all the way home n back.. gosh.. nearly died of fatigue.. ahaha.. from rivervale mall to blk 147 there n back in 3 mins.. pro boh.. LOL.. ahaha.. =X.. hmm.. den took everithing n went home first.. cox a lot of cash at hand.. yar..

den today on detox prog.. natural detox la.. yap.. ahaha.. hopefully it works.. yap.. ahaha.. kk! long day.. mayb needa go grandma house or wad later.. chao ppl!!.. oh yes.. i met og10's ogl Hien.. she taught me a lot of Vietnamese.. nt bad.. nice.. ahaha.. kk.. bye ppl!! i miss nchs and og12 a lot.. =(.. take care..

LiN2o13

OG outing!!!

2006-01-10T07:19:00.000-08:00

Different our paths may be
On the same way we are now
The past is already forgotten here
The future is uncertain like the scenery blinded from us by thick dense fog
All that matters now is the present..

We can never return to the past,
That is certain
How unhappy or pleasant,
It is already over
It's time to move forward..

I begin to love this feeling
The feeling of being able to be myself
With a group of friends whom are so supportive
The present is certainly pleasant..=)
I can't help but to smile everytime i think about everyone..

It's like getting a hug from someone you haven't seen in a while
So warm
So comfortable
So wonderful
Everyone is that pure, that kind..

I used to think
The world was evil
How insensitive people could get
And so dark was the con of man
I never thought of anything positive..

Meeting everyone opened my vision
It was like making a blind person see the beautiful world again
Now i do believe
Seeing the best in anyone
Will allow that anyone to show you their best..

[LiN2o13]=)
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Hey hey da jia!! ahaha.. wah seh.. quite late le i jux came online!! woot.. =D.. nvm la.. it was such an eventful day!! i wanted to come and blog about it!!! =^^=.. ahaha.. currently playing dragon blade from Drummania V2, wootx.. brings back my memory from today..=)

OKay.. let's get started!! i was real worried about last nite.. cox if i had fever again i would have to take a blood test.. OMG.. i had enuff experiences with needles to noe how pain it is!! >.<.. but luckily i woke up alright!! -yeah!!- except wid a little upset stomach, due to stomach flu- =(.. ahaha.. but everything else was alright!! =)..

Den b4 i left h0me, i played o2jam for a while.. den left at around 11.25, den reached cp at 11.30.. FAST bah?? wahaha..=X.. okok.. den i met up with gloria and kia seng.. gosh.. so qiao.. i tink kia seng vision quite sharp.. he spotted me from the mrt station to 7-11.. either tt or my eyesight is bad..=(.. ahaha.. okok.. den we took 89 to pasir ris!!..

den it started raining cats n dogs.. -NOT LITERALLY- i mus stress tis.. if not those lame ppl will say tt.. =.=.. ahaha.. okok.. jux a precaution!! ahaha.. alright.. den we were like -darn, no more beach-.. ahaha.. den alvin rang me up, he said he reached there already and we were liike.. =.=.. so fast.. den i told him we would b late.. yepp.. ahaha.. den we finally reached there!! I SAW EVERYONE!! yay!!! at last.. gosh!! i miss everyone so much.. nt full attendance though.. =(.. ahaha..

den i revised names with yoga, jason and alvin.. HEAR UP NOW OGLS.. u mus rmb the names of our ogms.. if nt for each name will b a forfeit.. YEAHHHH!! ahahahaa.. u noe how bad the forfeits could get.. =X.. ahaha.. okok.. den yogaa.. look v blur.. but he is a model student man!! gosh.. go out still study.. o.o.. ahaha..and summore is nt study.. ok.. i correct myslf.. it is REVISE.. WAH LAU.. he finished studyin ages ago..=.=.. alright.. we waited for around full attendance for tt day den proceeded to eat at white sands..

i ordered fish n chips.. den i realised.. i cannot eat fried stuff or drink cold drinks.. my stomach flu would act up.. gosh.. damn xin ku.. but i jux ren the pain la.. in the end buay tahan.. ask alvin-ogm- to help me.. buay tahan seh.. ahaha.. den we went to orchard..

straight we squeezed into the train to city hall den proceeded to dhoby ghaut..!! wahaha.. den we stopped at zone x!! played the arcade.. =)).. drum mania rocksss!! ahaha.. so fun la.. pity jason failed.. the drum sticks fault la.. wah kao.. like trash lor the ones they provided..=X.. okok.. shan't complain.. hmmm.. den jason impressed us wid his para skills.. gosh!! pro.. ahaha.. den we watched alvin they all play other games.. we aso tried the basketball game.. YEAH.. I AND JASON WON KAI HUA AND ALVIN-OGL-.. wahaha.. 10q 10q.. 127 to 113.. of cox.. ahaha..=X.. jkjk..

den we all played otha games like daytona.. LOL.. jason played the samurai sword game.. mus swing the sword around.. ya.. but he used his UMBRELLA.. HAHAHAHA.. SO FUNNY!! =).. ahaha.. den best is his umbrella BROKE..O.O I WAS LIKE OMG.. AHAHAHAHA.. everyone burst out in laughter.. den he expertly pulled out the sword from the "stone" den fought again.. wootx.. power.. ahaha.. den in the end he threw his umbrella away..

den we proceeded to playing POOL.. gosh.. first time for me.. >.<.. ahaha.. a little nervous la.. cox most ppl played b4.. ahaha.. ^^.. den we walked quite a distance from plaza to the pool place.. LOL.. den we booked 2 9-feet table at first.. den alvin-ogm- and kia seng booked another 8 feet one.. den to war we went!! ahaha..

as usual i flopped during the start.. MISSED THE CUE BALL.. omg.. ahahaha.. damn suay one lor.. i start the ball aso cannot spread the other balls.. damn loser.. T_T.. ahahha.. but slowly like around an hour later could play ok le la.. nt tt lousi.. but still missed many shots..=X.. some of us aso shot the cue ball off the table.. WAHAHA.. so cute.. =X.. okok.. den we all played team pool.. partner here n dere.. quite fun lei.. =).. n tried shooting wid my left hand.. oni twice the ball got on target.. the rest went haywire.. LOL.. ahaha..

DEN GLORIA EXCLAIMED "I LOST MY HANDFONE.." and everione turned to her and looked like -O.O- gosh!! oh no.. wad will happen??? den they started callin her hp.. hoping someone would pick up.. one man did.. and he kept saying it wasnt hers.. den gloria in all these panic cried.. den i and jason whom were both playing were playin under immense stress.. we din noe how to deal wid a crying and v flustered ger.. we dun even noe the situation.. O.o.. >.<.. den alvin-ogl- and yoga they all headed to the arcade to find.. gosh.. huge scale movement of og..

den in the end.. guess wad.. gloria saw a flashin lite at the plastic bags and exlcaims.. I FOUND IT.. wah lau!!! ahahaha.. anti-climax.. gosh.. den we all luff along and sighed.. =D.. anyway den we played a while more and tried pentaque wid the pool balls.. LOL.. ahahaha.. den in the end we went for dinner at LJS.. die la.. eat and drink.. den cold drink.. stomach flu.. >.<.. yucks.. damn horrible.. =((..

NOW now now..!!! hold ur horsies.. here comes the interesting part.. tt is along to way to LJS.. -AHEMMMSSSS- ahahahaha.. i dunno for wad reason, yi sam wanted to perform something!! incase og 12 ppl dunno who is yi sam, she is easily recognisable for her pro-taiwanese kinda attitude, talking abt 5566 n jay chou.. ahaha.. but it's ok.. wad she performed at first was supposed to b pole dancing.. LOL.. we all got our cams ready.. BUTTTT... she didn't wan too.. even after we shielded her from the public.. LOL.. ahaha.. den she decided to go with the choice to kiss JASON.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. =D.. den she wanted a demo den she will do.. sportingly maurice stood up and did a fake but v gd imitation of a kissing scene.. LOL.. SO COOL.. ahahahaha.. den she no choice but to do.. she faltered for so damn long laa.. LOL.. =X.. den in the end she tried to... -lousi attempt of a fake- and she KISSED HIM!! LOL.. jus kiddin folks.. she looked more like a fainting person hanging on the neck of jason.. ahaha.. mani pics n videos were taken.. so waiitng for u guys for upload and me to broadcast.. LOL.. HAHAHAHA.. okok..=X..

den we all went zone x for a while b4 proceeding home.. ahaha.. long way.. chatted a lot.. but a fruitful day!!! nonethless!! ahaha.. okok late!! i got skool tml!!! see ya guys!! ciaoxxxx.. take care

LiN2o13

Fallen sick on 1st day of skool.=(

2006-01-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

A sharp continuous pain stabbed my head repeatedly
Heat emitted from me like i was burning in the flames of hell
Tossing and turning
I guess it time again that at last i am covered in pain

Lifting a finger seemed like an impossible feat
Strains tugged around my body like heavy metal chains
At long long last
I am unwell again
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hey ppl!! sai la.. =((.. i am sick on the furst day of skul.. HOW SUAY can i get.. wah lao.. ahaha.. damn suay man..

Actually i still didn't know i was sick until i woke up at around 2.30 am in the morning with the world spinning around me.. gosh.. den i felt as though i was on fire.. every inch of me was burning like some pyromaniac set me on flames.. LOL.. but i brushed it away as sleeping in the wrong position.. hmmm.. it was hours of hell.. and i had nightmare.. wth.. =.=.. ahaha.. damn shit..

It was until 6am, when i would usually spring up from my bed and get ready for skool den i realized i was damn sick.. becox i couldn't even sit up for 2 mins.. i would jux fall back on my bed.. gosh.. the spinning world irritated my senses.. frustrated i lay on my bed still on flames.. and my whole body with aching pains.. until my mother asked why i wasn't out of bed yet.. den she felt my forehead and her hand felt like ice.. she ordered me to go back to sleep until 8 plus den she would bring me to the doctor..

handing me a painkiller, i got drowsy and fell into deep slumber again.. gosh.. ahaha.. but i managed to sms a few of my og members to tell me wad they learnt today.. haiya! still waiting for their calls.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den sms-ed marilyn tt i wasnt going skool.. den sorry about nt bein able to help u jacq! haiya! feel so handicapped being sick..

den when i awoke at last, my mother handed me a cup of very cold coconut water.. whoa.. i tell u.. tt's the best thing tt happened to me tis morning!! so nice and refreshing!! pity it lasted for such a short while only.. den i changed before following my mum to rivervale mall to see the doctor.. horrible man.. walking with a splitting headache..

den the suay thing is when i go into the clinic, the glass door smashed my ankle!! SO SUAY... ahaha.. all the patients looked at me like O.O-ouch-.. ahaha.. nvm la.. den when the doc came i went to see him.. seems weird lei.. so long din see a doc for medicine for fever or wad.. always see the doc to operate my ingrown..=.=.. horrible sia!! kao.. ahaha.. okok.. den the doc did the usual procedures.. den he say, "u go sun tan issit? how come ur face skin peeling.' =.=.. sentosa fault.. LOL.. ahaha.. orientation marhx.. den he checked my heart beat and all tt..

he predicted it to be a viral fever as i didn't have other symptoms besides muscle aches, fever and a splitting headache.. den he precribed muscle relaxant -which i not going to take cox it will make me slp-, vitamin c tablets -gosh!! damn nice la, like sweet=X-, painkillers, and gastric medicine to protect my stomach.. hmmm.. den i went to ntuc to get more coconut water -WAHAHAHA- den pears and milk.. though no appetite.. kept feeling like puking and have constant diarrhoea.. haiyo!.. i tink food poisoning lA.. ahaha..=P

okok.. den came home tried restng.. den played o2jam.. jankin den called me and said they learnt a bit of chem today and aso jux talked during gp..=.=.. tt's damn boring.. ahaha.. okok.. but sure beats staying at home la.. haiyo..

hopefully i recover by the next 48 hours, the doctor said if i don't it may be other kind of viral fever, eg. dengue.. WAH LAU.. den must do blood test!! NOOOOO.. i MUST recover!!! i have enough experiences with needles.. NOT DENGUE NOT DENGUE!! ahaha.. haiyah!! hopeful now!! >.<..

dunno if i could make it to og outing tml.. i dun wan miss out on the fun lei!! >.<.. okok.. i tink i betta get ready, tink going to puke soon.. LOL.. ahaha.. i drank a lot of milk.. sure diahorrea again.. but milk alkaline wad, so protect my stomach walls more.. bo bian.. den i put biology knowledge into practise and also partially physics..

have to put water on the head region and hair.. damp n not dripping wet.. tis would quickly bring down the temperature.. due to the evaporation of water.. the evaporating water requires the latent heat to evaporate.. tis thus reduces the amount of kinetic or heat or wadeva energy in the body.. hence.. the fever would quickly subside..

LOL.. sounds like answering bio in o lvl.. hmmm.. haiya!! okay!! i gtg!! dunno if i will hug the toilet to slp.. LOL.. ahaha.. okok.. take care everyone! DONT FALL SICK LIKE ME.. gosh.. shitty experience.. okok.. bye!!

LiN2o13 //sick=(

Og aftermath

2006-01-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

The soft breeze carrying a rain filled scent blows through the windows
Nostalgia floods through my mind with every single carress of the wind
Why is it so?
Happy days ends so quickly
Rushing rapidly away out of my grasps

Those smiling faces, laughter
Helped me understand so much
Pleasure runs like the wind that brushes off the tip of my face
And i am once again empty
Lost in a deep void of loneliness

Why is it love have ran away so fast?
Why is it that bonds must be broken?
Why is life filled with so much departures?
It's just so painful
To watch people leave one by one
Disappearing like the autumn leaves and snow

The sweet scent of smoke rises slowly from the urn of incense
The white mist slowly floats and dissolves into the atmosphere
The lingering scent sends back sweet memories
Those times
We were together

I turn back to a mirror that shows nothing but just a hollow shell
Stitched up
But still so broken up inside
Hopefully one day
Love returns to me
And these sweet scents would never leave me again

[` Lin2o13 //]
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OG end

2006-01-06T18:21:00.000-08:00

The dark cloud places a piece of shadow in our hearts
I listen respectfully to my mood, which has already been quiet for a long time
Clear and transparent
Just like the beautiful scenery
It’s always only clear when seeing it in my memory

Can the heart, that has been thoroughly hurt, still continue to love me?
I make an effort to pull up the pair of hands that have no warmth
The tenderness in the past has already been locked by time
Only leaving sadness that doesn’t go away
The maple leaves slowly falling down are like thoughts
I light a candle to warm up the end of autumn

The northern lights plunder the edge of the sky
The northern wind brushes past the expressions of missing you
I take love and burn it into fallen leaves
Yet I can’t get back that familiar face
The maple leaves slowly falling down are like thoughts
Why must retrieving be hurried before winter comes?

Loving you passing through time
Two rows of tears from the end of autumn
Let love permeate through the ground
All I want is you to be by my side
The graceful red rain in between the mountainside
Withering with the north wind
I lightly swing the wind chimes
To awaken the love that has been deserted
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hi everyone!=)).. haiyoh.. so fast og has ended.. it has been a very fun 4 days=).. realli enjoyed it loads man.. ahahah.. made so many new pals, new frens.. really enjoyed those games we played and times we shared!!

Project X was a major success to me.. it really bonded us together as an og and as houses or rather alliances.. LOL.. LONG FONG rules.. but fong better =x.. okok.. ahaha.. maybe oni as houses first..=P.. but i realli believe that it is real gd.. though sentosa tt day the councillor screwed n told us to go the wrong way and back trackked us abt an hour,..=.=! cannot complete the amazing race sia..

i loved the skit la..!! OH YA.. SHIT.. THEY DIDN'T FINISH THE SKIT O.O!!! I JUX RMB.. wah the hell!! i oni noe they going to fite magneto!! AHHHHH.. ehhhh!! they bad la.. wah kao eh.. den never see dao Professor X.. lol.. ahaha.. okay okay.. ytd was the most high day for everyone i guess? ahaha..

we went for a lot of games.. most common is the squid or octopus game.. ahaha.. still got the water games.. eee yr.. nt wet one..=.=.. ahaha.. but i loved all the mass dance sessions!! =))!! so fun man.. learn so many new dance steps.. yar lor.. but damn suay lei.. have to be dancing king for my og.. so paiseh man!! =$!! ahaha.. bet i looked stupid.. ahaha.. but all for gd fun la! so jux go enjoy lor.. =)..

i love all my ogls.. alvin, jac, marilyn and nt forgetting jason.. and also that og councillor Yoga!! =).. ahaha.. all of them realli made a certain impact in my life someway or another..=).. ahaha.. hmmm.. wanna thank them loads for being there with us for this 4 long n tedious but very exciting n fun days!! =)).. ahaha.. realli appreciate wad u all have done for us! but after 4 days, og 12 is gone.. somehow somewhat.. but wad remains is the spirit of it.. the bond we forged with each other.. something that will remain forever in my mind.. =)..

every single ogm whom stayed and enjoyed with me are aso special ppl to me as they all taught me something in life.. =).. ur frens and enemies and pals are ur greatest life teachers..ahaha.. so thank all of u too!! =)..

HAHAHA.. i loved playing the tune for my og.. piano express everything that i tink about.. a sad departure.. jux like in ff-x.. but hopefuuly we would b like ff-x2 and have a reunion soon.. i miss everyone already..=).. ahaha.. everyone kip in contact ok?

DISCO night is so damn fun la!! everyone all so high!!! =).. jump jump and punching their fists into the air and dancing to the music!! =)!! ahahaha.. damn fun lor.. jux like clubbing but it is a smaller and funner scale.. HAIYA.. they dun allow trains.. if not damn fun lor.. ahaha.. =D.. hannor.. hmmm.. i liked the Dragonstea Din Tei song the best!! lol!! alvin and jeremy and i and many other ppl sang along!! so fun!! ahaha.. =).. real worth!

den those times we played zong ji mi ma!!! so fun.. 1-200, 1-300.. LOL.. so damn fun lorr.. ahahaha.. =P.. the rice thing got so many ppl share saliva when eat the rice.. kaoooo.. =.=.. ahaha.. but damn fun la.. alvin so HENG.. wah kao.. 37 and 38 he chose the right ONE.. KAO.. den i kena! have to eat rice.. =((.. ahahaha..

SHIT i didn't take pic with the ogls.. AHHH.. nvm.. nxt time nxt time!! ahahaha.. =PP.. sure got chance again de!! but it was really a memorable 4 days for me..!! reminds me of akltg camp sumhow.. oni akltg camp more strict.. it is a force to jump here n dere.. and shout.. here eerything is v relaxed.. perhaps becox we are already jc 1 ppl..ahaha.. yoga damn lamer la.. "encore" he say "encore mus go angkor wat.." i was like O.O .. WAH LAU EH.. LAMEEEE.. ahahaha.. =D..

=).. but i love everyone who went!!! see ya guys soon!! NAN YANG ROCKS!! OG 12 ROCKS BEST!!!

OG DAY 1

2006-01-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

OG DAY 1

Cool breeze blew across the pitch
Strangers gathering nt knowing a hitch
We came together to a new place
Knowing no old faces
Trying hard to keep up with the pace

Soon with our fun and hyper ogls
We mixed together like ale
From strangers
We worked as a team
And phoenix we will always be..

In a same day
We become friends
Sticking with each other to fight fiends
Soon comrades we shall be
And that will always be
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HIII!! i am so guai! i come to blog again.. ahaha..=)) cox today was a damn fun day.. yap!! aight, let's see and recap wad happened today..

i came to skool with jankin n jillian we were like almost late and had to run a few metres and WE WERE ON THE DOT.. LOL.. so heng man.. ahaha.. den the ogl jacquelin or maybe jacqueline or maybe jacquelyn took my attendance, den the ogl who called me, Marilyn came to claim 20 bucks from me for my opack.. okok.. seriously i tot eevryone were so bored n dead tis morning.. den the ogls entertained us and themselves with damn cold jokes.. gosh.. =.=.. ahaha.. but I LIKE.. cox it reminds me of my ex class in nchs.. damn lame de lo.. at last gt new jokes to tell them.. HAHAHAHA..=X..

den we soon proceeded to the hall where the principal gave his speech.. LOL THEY PLAYED STAR WARS theme when the teachers n him entered.. damn funny.. ahaha.. couldn't help but smile.. =D.. ahaha.. damn nice.. den he gave a v long speech, he sounded a lot like calven.. buay tahan.. got the same drag, same tone.. lol.. mayb nxt time he toks like dat? =P.. den soon we proceeded with the ice breaking sessions.. some games i already noe.. but most i dunno.. ahaha.. den the squirrel, tree and hunter game hor.. I GOT CHEAT.. LOL.. becox we develop tt cheat during previous attempts.. den hor.. we put it to use.. we never even died once.. LOL.. =)) oh yes the ogls and counsellors put up a very funny skit about x men.. and they played ONE WING ANGEL!! SO NICE... LOL..

den after tt we proceeded to line soccer.. lol.. dun really understand the game becox v boring.. ya lor.. no life and too congested.. ahaha.. but fun la.. jux to mingle.. OH YES i saw benjamin teng, my pri skool fren! ahaha.. nt bad.. =).. hmmm.. jc life is realli damn different from sec skool.. everyone is so much more matured and the thinking level is definitely at a higher lvl.. more challenge.. but i like the maturity wise.. oni got some ppl still quite stuck in sec skool kind.. ya..

den hor.. we proceeded to the chair game.. GOSH i suck at it totally la.. ahaha.. cox my scissor paper stone damn suck.. ahaha.. LOL.. budden nehmind laaa.. all for gd fun and WE WON DRAGON.. HA. HA. HA. phoenix rawks la.. no doubt abt it.. hais.. HAHAHA.. =P.. den we went for a short toilet break.. den we were shown to the library.. the vcd section.. books corner.. all tt.. damn nice.. =D.. ahaha.. but all the books like too chim lei.. i see bu dong.. @.@.. ahaha.. nvm.. maybe nxt time.. =) ..

we den got tooooo... the games at the tracks.. den we had to pass a pingpong ball from one person to another with metal thingys.. dunno how to explain.. LOL.. ahaha.. but damn tuff.. but my grp the guys tt area damn steady one.. LOL.. the gerls can be improved LA.. LOL.. okok.. i sound so sexist.. ahaha.. maybe i am la.. i love women too much..=X.. okok.. jus kidding.. yap..

den we played the octopus game! fun seh!! ahaha.. damn nice lor.. 5 ppl lead.. - i 1 of them- den everyone else on blindfold.. den we slowly move a cup together using raffia strings.. damn complicated la.. den mus get gd teamwork.. and by tt time my team is already damn close.. =))! ahaha.. we rockkk.. wahaha..=P..

den we passed it in record time.. den we proceeded to the i space room for a faction meeting.. LOL.. we learnt 8 cheers altogether.. damn fun LA.. goshh.. ahaha.. =)).. hmmm.. den sum cheers suan DRAGOOONNN.. LOL.. ahaha.. rivals la we all.. pegasus and griffin nt our rival.. LOL.. =X damn hao lian seh.. ahaha.. hmmm.. jk anyway! everyone is still nyjcians.. =)!

we den went for the continuation of the skits.. den soon we had the subject combi talk by the teachers.. LOL.. THEY PRAISED US FOR BEING SO PATIENT AND ATTENTIVE.. HAHAHAHA.. of cox la.. i mean.. it's us.. LOL.. ahaha.. jkjk.. hmmm bhb.. =P.. hmmm.. den i was damn interested in KI.. becox it is a non-subj like subject.. ahaha.. interesting bah!! =).. ahaha..

den after everythin OH YES, special thanks to Jacky, my ogl.. and sorry too!! i din bring fone.. so dunno when u wan me to go and take the opack from u..=X.. SORRY.. lol.. ya.. ahaha.. hmmm.. den i went wid jankin, boonie and gy to take mrt home.. den we stopped over at kovan.. got form or two at mavis tutorial cox nid to apply for c math class soon.. LOL.. SAW MR ANTHONY YAYYYYYYYYY!!! HAHAHAHA.. so long never seen him.. he was my pri sch sci tutor, principal of mavis tutorial centre.. DAMN nice la his lessons.. damn dead useful too.. i still used wad he taught me during pri sch in o lvls man.. damn usefull.. gosh.. ahaha.. greeted him! he greeted back and wished us gd luck in jc!! and HAPPY NEW YR!! hahaha.. yay.. he greeted us with, "AMEN!' LOL.. ahahaha.. tt's so his style..

den his sista, mrs jeremiah aso greeted us.. ahaha.. nt bad.. she married to an ang moh marhx.. ya.. so surname is v english looking.. LOL.. ahaha.. kk.. hmmm.. den we got the info den headed back to sengkang.. den i and jankin went too eat bk.. den talk damn long about the day.. cox there was so much happening.. den when we finished it was already 7+.. jux wen we about to go homeeeee.. WE SAW siping, jelphine and yee shin!! ahahaha.. ex classmates.. den we exchanged exp abt ogs.. ajc succckss..=X.. okok.. NYJC RAWKXXX.. =X.. ahaha.. propaganda.. =X..

den we all tok tok tok.. den saw clement, hui ee and aaron!! HAHAHA.. fun seh.. nchs all meet up likkdat.. =)).. den clement they all left.. den i jelphine jankin siping n yeeshin went to collect their pay.. den we all went home! den took lrt with yeeshin.. nt bad.. nice to tok to la.. lol.. den i saw WILSON!! hahaha.. ex tuition class mate.. during pri sch.. den he went NJC.. wah kao.. clever ass.. but he found it boring.. UNLIKE NYJC SO FUN!! lol.. propaganda again=X.. paiseh.. ahaha..

overall everything is like damn fun!! =)! LOOKING FORWARD!

LiN2o13

Lose yourself

2006-01-02T01:24:00.000-08:00

Look
If you had only one chance
One opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted
One moment
Could you capture it?
Or would u let it slip?

Yo, his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There is vomit on his sweater already
Moms forgettin'
he's nervous
But on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drops bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud

He opens his mouth but the words won't come out
He's choking, how?
Everybody's jokin' now
The clock's run out, time's up, over BLOW!
Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked, he's so mad

But he won't give up that easy, no he won't have it
He knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope, he knows that
But he's broke, he's so sad that he knows
When he goes back to this mobile home
That's when it's back to the lab again, yo
This whole rhapsody, better go capture this moment

And hope it don't collapse on him
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you own it you better never let it go, oh
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
Cuz opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you own it you better never let it go, oh

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
Cuz opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You betterVerse 2Soul's escapin' through this hole's that is gaping
This world is mines for the taking
Make me king as we move toward a new world order
A normal life is boringBut superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, homie grows hotter
He blows us all over, these hoes is all on him

Coast to coast shows, he's known as the Globetrotter
Lonely roads got him
He knows he's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold ya nose cuz here goes the cold water
These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold prada
They moved on to the next shmo who flows

Who nose dove and sold nada
And so the so proper
His toll, it unfolds and I suppose it's old, partner
But the beat goes onDuh duh doe, duh doe, dah dah dah dah

Verse 3No more games, I'ma change for due called rage
Tear this muthafuckin' roof off like two dogs caged
I was playin' in the beginnin', the mood all changed
I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin' and stepped writin' the next cipher
Best believe somebody's payin' the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by theFact that

I can't get by with my nine to five
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz, man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers
And there's no movie, there's no Mekhi Pfifer
This is my life and these times are so hard
And it's gettin' even harder tryin' to feed and water
My seed plus teeter-totter

Caught up between bein' a father and a pre-madonna
Baby momma drama, screamin' on her
Too much for me to wanna stay in one spot
Another damn or not has gotten me to the point
I'm like a snail, I've got to formulate a plot
Or end up in jail or shot
Success is my only muthafuckin' option, failure's not

Momma love you but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's Lot
So here I go, it's my shot
Feet fail me not
Cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got
You can do anything you set your mind to, man
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Hey ppl!! i'ma back.. lol.. ahaha.. at last at lastt.. blogged again.. okok!! now to recent kinda events going around da globe..

OKokok.. prom was up nt longa go.. ahaha.. it was really fun.. first time.. OKOKOk.. second time i ever wore formal wear! ahaha.. shit.. u all musta think i never go for formal events.. lol.. no shit.. i do but i dress v sui bianly.. LOL.. ahaha.. yapp.. OH YES.. happy new yr ppl!.. ahaha.. sorry.. quite lag..=PP..

Hmmmm.. let's seeeee.. ya.. well.. went shoppin with alden and nic lee for prom.. gosh.. i bought full black set.. except a blood red tie.. -could've worn nchs tie but wth- ahaha.. hmmm.. den shirt from U2, pants metro and accessories 77th street.. ahaha.. ok.. the things i didn't get were shoes and a blazer.. planned to borrow them.. LOL.. ahahah.. and aso becox.. they were the most ex! kaox..

den i found my attire v v v familiar.. with a blazer it would b like MCR's singer in Helena, without blazer it would look like Green Day.. LOL.. ahahaha.. =X.. okok.. den i borrowed shoes from alden's dad.. and blazer planned from jankin.. BUT BUT BUT.. last mins change.. COX.. his blazer was maroon..=.=.. horrid.. LOL.. ahaha.. band blazer la..

Den katie drew eyeliner for me.. lol.. more of green day now cox i didn't have a blazer.. LOL.. ahaha.. hmmm.. dinner was fine! buffet.. BUTTTT.. ALL OF US CHIONG!! second serving.. heh heh heh.. money mus worth it.. =X.. LOL.. ahaha.. den our free gift were light sticks.. DEN I BREAK PPL'S DE.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.. SO FUNNNN!!.. LOL.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. okokokokokok.. relax.. -simmers down-.. ahahah.. luther broke mine backk =.=.. farkk.. ahahahaahaha..=P.. okokokok.. ahahah.. damn fun..

den there were dance performance.. well, sec 2 and 3 gals dance.. nt bad lei.. they were hot.. caught marcus soh with his drool dripping to the FLOOR.. LOL.. we took a pic of tt but shit! delete.. KAO.. ahahaha.. =X.. if not i post online.. let everyone see his chou xiang.. LOL.. =X.. kokokok.. aahhaha.. den our seniors hosted dunno wad shit for us.. i didn't pay attention.. jux went toilet.. wahaha.. den came back.. they choose the candidates for prom king n queen.. aiseh.. nt bad nt bad.. zijie and katie got picked out by mdm choww.. ahaha.. 2 candidates from my table LEI.. proud!! =)..

and wait... there's more.. BOTH OF THEM WON!! HAHAHAHA.. so prom king n queen from my table.. -prouder-.. LOL.. ahahaha.. fun la.. =))! ahaha.. yap yap!! den we all had to dance.. ask gerls.. omg.. reminded me of harry potter's Yule Ball.. damn paiseh.. ahaha.. shit lor.. so shy.. dun dare ask ask.. =P.. okok.. we got up.. did a few walks.. den.. LOL.. PLAY.. we threw our light sticks at the gallery! at kengkoon and boonhow.. LOL.. ahaha.. had war!! wahaha.. :p.. =))..

but ended early la our prom.. teacher gan us home.. shit la.. ahaha.. but we walked around at cp.. eat.. den go home.. FUN DAY.. ahahaha.. =))

okok.. den i now noe.. tml go school!!! HAHAHAHA.. FUN FUN FUN!=).. YAY... ahahaha.. long holidays! i hate it.. too long liao.. sai lor.. at least go skool got frens to make!! ppl to meet!! =)).. sadly not going bACK nchs yet.. kao.. but hoorrrrrr.. hee hee hee hee hee hee heee... CNY WE WILL RETURN.. name it: Return of the Seniors episode I.. LOL.. sounds like stars wars or LOTR.. ahahah.. kk.. NAN YANG JC here i come!! =)

OKAY PPL.. WISHING U ALL A HAPPY NEW YR! HAVE A GD YR AHEAD!! CIAOX!! LINCOLN SIGNING OFFF..

peace
LiN2o13

Because of you

2005-12-19T05:21:00.000-08:00

I will not make
The same mistakes that you will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way

To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way

And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
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Hihi peep!! ahaha.. hmmm.. lol.. i really like this very private blog feeling.. yap.. a new feelings.. fresh! ahaha.. hmmmx.. today was spent designating to helping out with my dad's company's accounts.. whoa.. i tell u.. horrible.. ahaha.. i have to handle 9 months worth of rubbish.. and for the first time i have to use microsoft excel..=D.. but it is going fine, within 3 days, i'm down to the last 3 months.. =D!!

Den maple was horrid today.. ahahs.. dunno why.. but i losing interest for maple soon.. ahaha..=X.. kk.. hmmm.. my character in maple is like lvl 36.. going 37 soon.. but helped jankin lvl 2 times.. v fast sia.. low lvl wad.. hmm.. ahaha.. den jasmine, my sista's sorta best fren came to our house today to visit my sista.. lol.. she and i share common interests in observing music.. it's nice to know someone observes music as much as i do.. well, she's a grade 8 pianist anyway..=.=.. ahaha..

Hmmm.. den i started on a few new books, holidays have been very boring.. yeah.. horrible la.. i mean, it's getting shitty.. i wan skool to start.. i wan to move into a new phase of my life.. i am desperate to leave this old phase of life.. ahaha.. =D.. this year really means so much to me.. but i really wan to let go.. becox of so many things.. departure of really good pals who mean so much to me that they are considered family.. departure of friends.. everything.. i feel at lost.. for once in my life.. i feel even more empty than before..

Leaving of my tuition classes, all of whom are part of my life.. Leaving my school which i grew so much in.. Leaving my really good cliques.. Leaving from everything.. why? It's really so hard to let go sometimes.. yap.. ahaha.. =/

Firstly, the breakup that really destroyed me.. ahaha.. really a huge step to move away from it.. and to really forgive.. secondly, the departure of my cliques in tuition class, Mavis, Jiang Tuition, Caraven, Mr Gan.. all my friends.. we may not meet again.. even if we meet, we may not recognise each other anymore.. thirdly, departure of my class in school.. no longer we can be a class.. those complaints, those laughter, those familiar figures.. everyone really move away already.. i miss those times we were together.. =).. fourthly, everyone is working, moving on, but though i have work i constantly think about everyone, wondering how are you guys doing, how have you been, are all of you ok? all of you are too busy.. we are slowly but surely drifting apart.. lastly, the departure of very close frens and even considered family.. jankin next yr is going aussie, kelsey has already gone to the states planning for her stay there..

I wonder sometimes, why life is so full of departures? if departures were so hard, i rather not meet anyone and risk getting cut and bruised by all these.. it really pains me to lose contact, lose friendship with people whom i am so comfortable around with.. i really want everything to be the same..

Thinking of the past, those joys, laughter, anger.. like with jankin, i have spent 4 years with him.. through thick and thin i swear.. he is like my brother.. same along with nicholas lee.. but we all are drifting apart.. and jankin is leaving for aussie soon and we may nt meet until maybe NS and perhaps after NS we would never meet again.. those conflicts.. fights.. anger.. laughter.. pain.. tears.. all of these are going away.. and just becoming memories once more.. i still rmb the first time we met.. at the sec 1 orientation camp.. we were playing chess in the middle of the night.. den quickly packed up cox the teachers and instructors were patrolling.. ahahaaha.. really is heart warming to think about the past.. den we grew up from small boys to young men.. playing games, sports together.. and soon.. we mugged hard together for our Os.. really brings back those tense moments we wonder wad would come out for our papers.. =D..

Den another close pal, kelsey.. met her this yr only.. but with her very open attitude, we quickly became frens.. i felt that i knew her forever.. like we were frens for a long time.. those crazy sessions of tuition when celine, kelsey and me fooled around.. those sessions mrs kang would glare at u girls for toking and laughing uncontrollably.. really bring back those fond memories.. those sessions we would tok and gossip..=X.. HAHAHA.. hmmm.. rmb how we hated those boys? lol.. den those days u all teased me about me and AHEM.. ahaha.. den those sessions u all chase each other around.. those sessions we tickled each other.. those sessions kelsey accompained me when my dad was late -it's like ALWAYS- ahaha.. hmmm.. thanks kelsey.. though i may not tell u face to face but i really appreciate those days you stayed back to accompany me.. those chats meant a lot to me.. =)..

Den one memorable session was the prob with my relationship.. celine and kelsey, you both stuck up for me.. tried to help me solve the prob.. gave me all your frank opinions.. i loved it.. and i have to really thank all of you.. for standing by me.. at one of the lowest peak of this year.. you both are really my very gd pals.. i love all of you.. you all have touched my life..

Those cranky tuition sessions with mr gan, "cokcokcokcok" ahahaaaaaa.. many ppl sure would smile when they hear this.. those sessions i shared food.. den everyone started sharing.. ahaha.. those sessions we would spend our heads cracking on the tough sums.. those times we got scolded for not doing well or not doing our work properly.. those funny jokes or corny ones mr gan cracked.. ahahaha.. really memorable.. =).. and those times i kek celine by eating food in front of her.. WAHAHAHA.. =D!! ahaha..

STT formed, TSS, DAG, EDA, JDA.. everything.. ahaha.. really memorable.. those jogs and exercises with junjie.. those funny sessions in 4 Integral.. those ppl whom always complain we are too noisy -I TOTALLY AGREE WITH U NOW- ahaha.. =D.. den all those outings we went, all those ppl who like to kope other's food.. -u all should change tt!!! we are getting broke-, those damn cold jokes by marcus soh, see kiang.. those fun but tiring basketball matches and training with yen wei.. those guitar lessons with victor and his bro.. those ice skating days.. whoa.. it's really damn fun.. i still rmb my badminton ka kis.. alden, yong ming, daniel.. this 3 are like so far my bes badminton kakis la.. we went to "war" together for 4 yrs man.. ahaha.. den rmb those lower sec periods where we had to run run run.. footwork.. jog.. endurance exercises.. whoa.. ahaha.. everyone stuck together thru tt tough phase..

I make this as a tribute to my really true frens.. all those whom i haven't mentioned are also kept close to me.. don't worry.. i always have all of you next to my heart.. all of you mean so much to me.. i hope all of my true frens would read this.. and feel the pain, the emotions running through my mind always.. okay.. take care everyone!!!

LiN2o13// your pal always.. =)

Something for the day

2005-12-18T03:53:00.000-08:00

Walking along the path down life
It makes one wonder
Those people we meet
Whether those we adore
Those we admire
Those we hate
Those we haven't met or known well
Are they pieces of us?

Are they pieces of mirrors?
Reflecting ourselves in it
Till we finally rest?
Those emotions
Hate
Pain
Happiness
Contentment
All these make up our life...

What is the sweetness of success without failure?
What is death without life?
What is pain without numbness?
What is the truth without fiction?
What is love without hate?

Spare a single second
Just one
To think about those things you have done in life so far
Reflect upon it
Whom have you always let down?
What have always held you down?

We only have one life
Live it well
We will not relive this again and again
Our family and friends are limited to only this life
After this
Everything ends

Bad and sad it may seem
However anything that has a start has an end
And anything that ends has a start
That's how life works

So cherish everyone around you
You never know when you make an impact
And don't shun strangers and keep yourself in an enclosed space
As strangers are family you've yet to meet...
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Hey ppl~! nthing to blog about lately.. i wrote wad i feel in the poem above.. LOL.. hope u all like it..!! take care!! oh and yes.. I GOT INto nyjc!! ahaha.. quite alright jc la.. since a lot of ppl going.. so i should go! wahaha.. kk ppl!! buaixx~~-hope skool starts soon!! i'm bored- and yes, jacqueline, i'm sorry about ytd, caught u at the wrong time.. suyi, tell me the schedule.. yap.. and those my of frens who are working.. PLS.. tell me where.. i maybe will find all of you!! yap.. and oh yes.. zj, wen you get the time slots for the jammin' classes tell me.. ahaha.. yap.. KAEX.. i wish all of you a wonderful holiday!! Ohyes.. BEEARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! may all of you wishes come true this festive season!!! =))

LiN2o13

A day out with choco and pals

2005-12-15T04:55:00.000-08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things i wished i didn't do
But i continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before i go

That i just want u to noe..
I have found the reason for me
To change whom i used to be
And the reason to start over new..
And the reason is you..

I'm sorry that i hurt you
That's something i must live with everyday..
And all the pain i put you through
I wish i could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why i need you to hear
I've found the reason for me
To change whom i used to be
And the reason to start over new..
And the reason is you..

I'm not a perfect person...
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Hey hey everyone!!Back for a new entry!! yepx yepx.. ahahs.. whoa.. long day man.. lolx.. okok.. at least got things to write.. so i blog! =))!.. ahahs.. okok~~

Today morning.. i struggled to wake up and when i saw the clock i got a shock of my life.. IT'S 9 ALREADY.. i sprang up from bed.. ahahs.. okok.. i remembered!! I had piano lessons with jankin!! ahahas.. den i quickly packed my bed and everything.. den i went to get fresh and played maple first.. =X.. ahahs.. managed to lvl last nite.. so today is just boosting my level.. yap yap~ ahahs.. den reached till 25% den i went out.. i stopped by at cp to get mac's for breakfast den proceeded to jankin's house..

I knew it!! he was still slping.. jux woke up when i called him.. lol.. ahahas.. slp at 5am last nite sia he.. o2jamming.. yap.. ahahs.. rock fever was fun too.. see how they play.. wootx.. ytd went out with my biao mei, li xia and aso jankin.. went to watch Aeon Flux.. OMG.. the girl although is quite old liao.. but her hair and face blend so well.. DAMN chio.. kaox!! ahahas.. her hair is damn stylo.. >.<.. ahahs.. k k.. the show storyline was a little weird but the fighting parts are gd! ahahs.. den li xia and jankin played o2jam and i watch lor? ahahs.. i lousi mah.. dunno.. =p.. kk.. den went drumming too.. wah sehx.. hit too hard.. got abrasions.. =D.. den i tried Sobakasu Extreme.. a song in drum mania.. i DIED and to top it all off.. TERRIBLY.. ahahas.. it's only the start of the song.. and i died there! i can't belive it!! ahahs.. shit man.. but can't blame.. difficulty lvl 40.. ahahs..

Den today i went out with choco, choco's fren, alden, marcus soh and jankin.. ahahs.. went out to watch movie.. hmmmx.. how to say ar? we all planned to go orchard and watch.. but orchard's Lido timings are damn shit.. so we didn't catch it there.. ahahs.. =D.. we all aso visited yen wei.. KAO.. we so kind den he whack me with cloth!! HAHAHA.. well, his boss there.. so cannot talk.. hannors.. sadd-ed.. ahaha.. but v fun.. v long din see him liao.. yap yap!.. den i went to jankin's house before that.. he taught me scales.. wah seh.. balance two fifty cent coins on the hands and play the scales.. cannot drop the coins.. if not the fingering is wrong.. lol.. cham.. v suan ar the hands.. =D..

We in the end went to watch The Promise.. today jux start.. wah lao eh.. kena pian-ded.. we tot a lot of fighting scenes.. in the end i almost died laughing in the cinema.. damn funny.. only some parts meaningful.. but most of it is RUBBISH.. damndamndamndamndamn FUNNY.. HAHAHAHA.. u all should watch and see how cock is it.. damn screwed la the show.. ahahahs.. LOL.. i recommend strongly.. if u haven't laughed for a longgg time.. ahahahaha.. i tink i laughed the loudest! =P.. heh heh.. kaox..

Den choco ar.. how to say ar.. u really v skinny.. lol.. ahahas.. eat more man.. hmmm.. budden she sounded a lot like Siying.. lolx.. v long never hear her voice le.. =D.. heh..

Den after the show we all went to eat!! CRISPY DUCK NOODLES.. NICE!!!!! ahahahs.. my third time eating it but i haven't mastered the art of eating it properly without dirtying my face.. ahah.. den jankin told us the trick he played on sumone.. DAMN FUNNY.. AHAHAH... =D.. canont say it out here.. later ppl read den they noe..=P.. ahahs..

Oh ya.. today went drumming again.. kaox.. ahahas.. fared better than the last time.. but this time i whacked even harder.. den now injured fingers increased to 3.. lol.. hmmm.. cham-ded sia.. ahahs..!! but nvm, i shall train more.. i wanna b a pro.. lolx.. ahahs..

OH YA.. tml is 4 integral class bbq.. sure damn fun de.. lolx.. ahahs.. hmMmMmMmmm~~ !! but sad darwin cannot make it la.. who ask u work midnight shift!! >.<.. ahahs.. sad lor.. many things he never come.. nvm la.. nxt time nxt time.. sure can de.. lol.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. den tomolo is the day we noe which jc we are going.. lolx.. hopefully i make it to ajc or nyjc.. yap!.. ahahs.. 10am check the results.. i bet tml everyone would b toking about it! ahahs.. =D..

Okay laaa~~ that's basically the overview about wad happened today and a little of ytd.. lolx.. kkiex!! i shall master drum mania!! wuahaha.. i am thinking of going for guitar classes.. lolx.. mayb soon la.. ahahs.. =D.. k la people! take care!! ciaox-

LiN2o13

I'm gonna call ya right back

2005-12-13T02:17:00.000-08:00

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
I will never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If you playing me
Keep it on the Low
Oh baby,
I don't wanna know..

I think about it when i hold you
Looking in your eyes I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself,
I don't wanna know..
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creeping please don't let it show..
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HeyhEy~~! ahahas.. da jia.. wo hui lai ler.. at last.. a new blog.. ain't a friendster one too.. and the best thing is that it's mine.. ALL MINE.. HAHAHAHA.. =X.. okok.. nuts.. yap yap!.. ahahs.. okok.. actually my com was like all screwed= the dvd player was spoilt, the sound ain't workin'.. we spent a full week to completely solve everything.. KAO.. today was the last day man! at long last!!!

A new blog= New beginning= New start= New me= Losing old self= Letting go of past! ahahas.. well, i'm gonna step into a new phase of life soon! so why not man..!! ahahs.. blog shifted here.. it'll be about my life, my experiences, or just plain shit.. from the shitty me.. ahahs.. kaexxxx.. if anyone is interested about my past, check out the friendster blog and my past blog.. but the past blog is kinda screwed! so don't try.. yap.. ahahs.. technical probs.. anyway.. new blog now!!

My mute computer has began to "talk" through the speakers.. lol.. very different experience from the silence i have always experienced when using this beautiful com of mine.. 1gb ram, 160gb hardrive, 4 internal fans, 1 external fan.. it's kinda like a dream com.. ahahas.. song man!!!now life is filled with music! ahahs.. yap yap!.. okok.. now den i noe hor.. havin hols ain't a gd thing LA.. kaox! damn sian la.. den literally rotting at home.. LITERALLY.. next time u see me i am like a walking skeleton man..=X.. undead..

Today at least i made the last trip down to Sim Lim Square there.. to get my baby fixed.. den it can talk now!! at the office they played Final Fantasy VII advent children the MOVIE.. GAWSH.. i jux sat there and stared at the screen.. kao.. v v nice.. ahahs.. LCD screen summore.. damn song.. ahahas.. shiok.. i enjoy while they fix my com.. Special thanks to my neighbour, Uncle Johnny!! You've always been there for my computer!! =).. thank you~ Don't know la.. but now i know how it feels to have a younger brother.. gAWSH.. horrid.. ahahs.. but same time fun too.. my neighbour's son, Benjamin is very playful.. but rather attached to me these days.. like my own younger brother likkdat.. ahahs.. irritating la! keep wanting to go to my room and all that.. bug me non stop till i give in.. now i know my sister's ku zhong to have a younger bro.. HAHAHA.. but gd is as in there is someone younger than u and you have a responsibility over them.. watch over them.. yap.. really quite an experience to be an elder bro..

Well, holidays are going to end soon *YAY*.. god.. i can't stand it anymore.. and if see kiang or any other lame shit reads this i know their reaction! "you're sitting wad".. -_________-ll.. NONE OF U SAY THAT OR I SCREW U UPSIDE DOWN.. ahahs..=D.. jkjk~.. but seems like slowly but surely everyone is moving away.. drifting apart from each other.. ain't like a class anymore.. but lesser than frens too.. more of acquaintances only.. sad la.. everyone has their own problems.. own things to deal with.. own stuff to do.. soon everyone may slowly lose in touch.. and the past may just only be a memory.. but wadeva has a start has an end.. so wadda hell! ahahs.. =D.. but here just wanna tell my frens, juniors, seniors, wadeva.. that, if one day, we ever lose in touch, jus take good care and if any of you ever need me jus call or sms me.. i'll be there for all of you.. i promise..!! =D..

Okay la! today's entry is to fill up the empty part of my blog anyway! TAG away people! i wanna hear from all of you!!! okay guys.. take good care.. Lin2o13 signing off!!

LiN2o13